Miguel

Shadowhunters 2x20: Beside Still Water

To the Bone, Dorothy Allison 

Hand made for two

'Cause I love you to death

Just like a fool

Don't you hate me? 

I know someday you will. 

I would buy you some flowers, 

But flowers just wilt. 

I feel like a dumbass, 

I rather stand still.

I want to see you, 

But you've had your fill. 

I hope you don't ghost me, 

I hope we still talk. 

I hope you still like me. 

I hope you don't call it off. 

I would buy you some flowers

What good would that do? 

I just feel like a coward, 

A coward bothering you. 

All these internal voices. 

My insecurity.

My brain is static, white noises. 

What the hell's wrong with me? 

I could plant you some flowers, 

They should be full grown by June. 

I wonder if you will still like me? 

When they are ready to bloom.

She loves me, she loves me not, 

She loves me, she loves me not.