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As we all know by now, AOA’s former member, Mina, was bullied by their leader, Jimin for 10 years, when she was still a member. Jimin’s contract with FNC Entertainment has already terminated due to this issue. 

Let me just say this.

I want to give Mina the biggest shoutout I could ever do because hell, she is so fucking strong to speak up about her struggles. Being an idol must be hard, and living with a toxic, bully person is much harder. She only has shared the tip of the iceberg. We do not even know the specific and horrifying things Jimin did to her. This is unbelievable.

I am very glad that Mina is going through some treatment and therapy for her well-being, and I always hope for the best!

Now, let me say something about Jimin. I can’t believe this bitch really had the damn audacity to bully her with her face being built like that. I knew from the jump I can’t trust a bitch like her (Thank God for letting me have this little sixth sense in me).  I think Jimin is just a self-hating, insecure person, and the only thing to make herself feel better is to step on someone’s feelings, which happened to be Mina. She thought Mina would stay silent that’s why she did it for 10 fucking years. TEN. FUCKING. YEARS. 

What you reap is what you sow. Remember that.

I really do not stan AOA, but I worry for the remaining members of the group. As much as I do not want to see them disband, but it seems like it is going to turn out that way, especially with this bullshit going on? I think there is barely much hope to see the group survive.

I’m also thinking Mina might join the group again now that Jimin is gone - well, maybe not; it’s hard to say something because we do not know what happens behind closed doors.

So yeah.

Anyways, thank you for tuning into my ted talk.

God I miss Winwin with 127. Fuck SM for taking him away 😠

As I was saying, these past few days have been rough for me.

I don’t know where to start, to be honest.

I’ll just pour everything out, I guess.

So, you guys should know by now about what happened to PFC Vanessa Guillen. If you guys don’t know what exactly happened, let me explain this as briefly as I can.

US Army soldier PFC Vanessa Guillen was murdered on April 22nd of this year. She was stationed in a Fort Hood, TX. She was killed in the armory room by another soldier in her unit. Guillen had been missing since that day until her dismembered pieces of her remains were found buried along a river nearby the army base recently. After discovering her remains, the person who killed her found out about it and shot himself shortly when the police found him.

Here is a link about this incident:

So what does this have to do with me? Well, let me tell you.

The person who murdered Guillen was somebody I knew. His name is Aaron Robinson. He wasn’t just an acquaintance to me or somebody that I just happened to know. He was one of my close friends back in Boot Camp. We were in the same platoon, same company — same everything. He was like a brother to me. Back in boot camp, my battle buddies and I were rooting for him; even our drill sergeants were rooting for him because he was a motivated, hard-working soldier. Even if I didn’t make it past Boot Camp (I got a hip injury and found out about it 10 days before graduation), we were still in touch. I can’t believe that the person who did this awful and ungodly thing to Guillen was somebody that my battle buddies and I call “brother.” I feel angry, sad, disappointed — my emotions are all over the place. I’ve never felt so disgusted in my whole life.

After finding out about this incident, I have been struggling with sleep. I may look fine on the outside, but when I’m by myself and not on my phone, I am not okay. I’ve been spacing out a lot just thinking about it. The day I found out about this news, I couldn’t eat properly. I forced myself to eat so I could at least have something in my stomach. I’ve been taking it easy on me day by day. I’m trying to be productive so I wouldn’t have to think about it.

I feel sorry for Guillen family because they have to go through something like this. Nobody deserves to be in this position. I pray that they find the answers they’ve all been looking for. I hope that justice will be served.

damn Jaehyun really got a flat ass 😔