Summary: You, reader are doomed by fate in which the Sphere considered as a 'burden' where your health is at risk 24/7. I wonder what would you do if they decided that you have no value to continue living up here? Would accept your faith — or — would you rather turn into something else?
Things to take notice: I may or may not overlook a few sensitive things unintentionally (I legit don't know what I'm writing), other than that, I'll update this notice every now and then to see what I've missed, I'm always available for any questions! 💕 My english fucking sucks cus it ain't my mother tongue language (I also sucks in my own default language(pick a struggle girl💔))
Warnings: may contain various mentions of physical health problems, mental health disorder, dissociation, swearing (a lil maybe), vomiting, abuse of medications, mental health abuse, a bitchass society. (ongoing)
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Introduction: SHATTER ME
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Main Quest
Chapter one: Beyond Consciousness
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A/N: I already hate ts (I'm so lazy to write pls, might delete this if I hv no motivation)
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HOLY SHIET I TOTALLY FORGOT I MADE A FANFIC FAWK MB GUYS I'LL CONTINUE WRITING THE NEW CHAPTER IT'S IN MY DRAFTS RN DAWG I'M SO SO SO SORRY 😭😭
Now that I think abt it I mayyy rewrite it back cus it seems ass and my brain finally started to piece things together when I read the manga holy guacamole
masterlist — this story is under the others section
summary: being in the cities, you always want to get something but you never bring money with you and you’re too shy to ask your crush to buy you anything .
♡(.◜ω◝.)♡ : love confession , shy-ish reader, ooc(?) tamsy, mention of other characters
walking through the streets of Creapye, window shopping throughout the stores, followed along with Tamsy. observing and listening with intention, mainly focusing on you.
“why don’t you buy anything?” he asked, side eyeing your face as he stood next to the you by the window. you flinch in surprise, completely forgetting he’s there.
“ah, i keep forgetting to bring money with me, to be honest..and usually enjin would buy me stuff—maybe that’s why…” you mumbled the last part, now really thinking about why you don’t bring money with you. tamsy stared again. now he’s observing more closely.
so far he noticed your love for plushies, baked goods, little crafty trinkets, clothes and accessories. you stretched and yawned, “alright, let’s go home.” you announced. tansy hummed and followed you back to base. you can feel his eyes staring holes into your back as you mindlessly let your feet carry you back.
“y/n, next time bring some money, okay?” he gave a small smirk, “you shouldn’t have to rely on enjin for money all the time.” you blushed embarrassed, “i’ll try to remember…” he smiled again, and departed from you.
“hey Enjin.” his voice calm but sounding happy as he approached the taller male. “yooo, what’s up tamsy? need something?” he smiled at him while rudo is having a party over trash.
“what does y/n like exactly? i saw her in the city the other day and she seems to never carry money.” enjin raised an eyebrow at him, “well yea, she has money but never brings it cause i usually just tell her to leave it.” he shrugged, “but she really likes plushies, and small trinkets.”
so his observation was correct, he internally smiled to himself. “thanks—” “why you ask?” tamsy paused. “well, i was planning on buying her a gift. enjin silently stared at him before nudging tamsy with his elbow. “confess already before someone takes her.” he chuckled, walking away to get rudo.
tamsy blinked at him, his face slightly flushed, was he obvious? he could have sworn that his own fake facade would hide those feelings too. he signed and turned around and left, going back into the city. his heart beating so fast, he had to walk faster.
you’re sitting on the semiu’s desk, just yapping about whatever your mind comes with, she’s your best friend after all. “hold on y/n, i’ll be right back, i need to get papers from the boss.” semiu got up and walked away and turned down the hall. you swing your legs a bit as you remained seated at the desk.
someone cleared their throat behind you. you turned your head away. Tamsy. “what bring you here tam?” you smiled, spinning around, his eyes widened slightly, tams? that’s new.. “ah, i got you something…” his voice low and his arm moves from behind him and a small gift bag hanging in front of you.
you blush this time and he smiled seeing your reaction. “t-thank you..” you took the bag, your fingers brushing against his and you both short circuit. “you should open it when you’re alone.” he said, eyeing the hallway where semiu walked down. you nodded and kept the gift in your lap. tamsy waved bye and walked down the opposite hallway.
later at night, you sat in your room, staring at the gift, you pulled it open and reached inside, your fingers feeling fur and you pulled out a plushie, a cute creature plushie with green fur and blue eyes. you gasped and smiled so big you couldn’t contain your squealing. you looked again inside of the bag and see a letter, signed with a cursive T.
you grabbed it and opened it:
Dear Y/N,
unfortunately i’m too shy to say this to your face and your beautiful face would keep me distracted. but no other way to say this but, i like you, more than a colleague, more than a friend. i care for you deeply since i first saw you and i love how close we got throughout the years. i hope you feel the same. if you’re too shy to speak it into words, actions can work.
—T.C
the next morning, you sat next to him in the dining hall during breakfast and held his hands, smiling gently as he stared back at you stunned and face so red.
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okay hear me out… tamay with a reader who treats him with so much genuine love & affection. they’re tender with him in a way no one has ever been & it almost makes him lose his mind. 🥺
anon,, can you hear me over there anon,, i love this so much,,, tamsy being scared of reader for being loving makes me so giddy,, i was too busy to proofread this,, im so sorry anon i hope u enjoy it <3
You almost kill him with kindness. . .
gachiakuta | tamsy caines x reader | hcs
Before relationship:
The gentleness in your voice when you meet leaves him miffed.
Makes it a game out of condescending you. Always fails to anger you, though.
Your unyielding kindness unnerves him so much.
It takes an excruciatingly long time for him to entertain the idea of having feelings for you. After all, he’s so used to pulling the strings from the dark.
And here you are, unraveling him into a flustered mess.
His flustered face is just him looking at you like he wants to murder you. His only tell is the redness at the tip of his ears. But those are ramblings for another day.
During relationship
Let me pre-phase by saying I picture Tamsy with a disorganized attachment style.
Leans into the softness of your touch with a racing heart and clammy hands.
Ghosts you for days when new developments come along (all your firsts). It’s so overwhelming.
He ascends into the Sphere above the first time he let his hair down for you. You didn't see him for 3 days.
Always stumbles back into your arms, though. He yearns for your warmth.
The first time he sees you lose it at him– or in general– is when he disappears for a week. It was your first kiss.
“Am I just a game to you!? Someone to spend time with when you're bored!?” you question with angry tears.
It’s the first time he upsets you, and he doesn’t even feel as smug as he thought.
He’s godlike in his efforts to get his shit together after that. It teeters between affection and love-bombing.
pov: reader having an endless supply of love and affection vs tamsy's traumatized ass
» Warning : May contain shitty ass writing, swearing, physically weak reader (if ya squint enough), female reader, not proofread just scrolled over :p
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» Side notes : the reader is female for now! I'll try my best to make it suitable for everyone in the future as this story is still in progress :)! Please bear with me!
» Credits: @/honeyluvsw & @/dollywons (dividers)
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"WHAT IN THE MOTHER FUCK"
you scream on the top of your lungs as you try your best to run from a ginormous funny looking of what it seems like, a gecko made from trash by a 5 year old. Thankfully your oxygen mask was with you when you appeared here, on top of piles and piles of trash. Even with it, you didn't carry an oxygen canister and could still smell the pungent and unpleasant scent around you.
'Fuckity fuck fuck I was just pushed down here a few moments ago and now I'm getting chased by a hideous AND fatass monster?! PICK A STRUGGLE YA HOE!!"
As the thought came up in your mind, the monster seemed to hear your inner thoughts as it roared loudly — capable of destroying your eardrums. You winced at the noise and felt your stamina and oxygen draining from running for a long time, you are coughing up blood now due to the intoxicated air.
"SHUT YA ASS UP *wheezes* I'M RUNNING OUT OF BREATH GET AWAY FROM ME!!"
Sprint after sprint, you eventually fell down to your knees, despair was all you could feel. Huffing rapidly to catch your breath as black spots begin to fill your sight, blinking fast to keep them away and keep yourself anchored to this realm. Your right hand touches the outer shell of your ear to feel — a moon conch ear cuff.
The gigantic monster is catching up to your still form and you started to chant for aid to your precious item. Not knowing if it even has the ability to come alive but it has always brought you some sort of peace. Hopefully it will listen to your cries and get you out of this mess.
"O' moon conch, assist this fragile child of yours!"
The cuff, as if hearing your call began to glow, illuminating the dark space with a soft light hue. It expands in size, bubbles of water surrounding it. What was once an ear cuff, is now a giant crescent moon shaped harp. Its appearance was so mesmerising it got you in a trance.
Though... the loud tremor coming for the monster quickly snapped you out of it.
"AHHH WHAT SHOULD I DO I HAVE NEVER PLAYED A HARP BEFORE, MOON CONCH WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO MEE!!"
You quickly swung your cuff, ahem ahem — harp at the monster with all your strength (it took all your might ong). It seems to have worked as the monster is screeching in pain. You blinked your eyes at the view, a colored hue from the slash embedded itself inside the creature's flesh.
"Oh damn! Then what's the point of these strings?"
Strumming your fingers against strings, it results in water flowing in front of you, heading towards the creature's direction and hurting it further. It appears that was all it could take and its body began to crumble down, mixing with the other nearby trashs.
"Oh my.. thankfully I didn't have to fight that long.. I won't be able to handle it for real"
Sighing in relief, the moon harp started scattering bubbles to change back to its original form due to exhaust of energy. Damn even your item is tired of you. Placing the cuff back to its rightful place and sitting down on the ground, you start to look around and take in the view of your surroundings.
"What the hell? Who the fuck disposed these good ass appliances AND LOOK AT THIS STUFFIE IT'S EVEN IN GOOD CONDITION! I'm gonna beat up whoever throws this away, ungrateful ass bitches"
You grumble under your breath as you hold up a bunny plushie to your eye level. Suddenly, the ground starts to shake again. You turn your head to look behind and see three beasts with the same look as the creature from before coming towards you. Wait... THREE???
"CAN'T THIS UNIVERSE GIVE ME A DAMN BREAK?! LEAVE ME ALONE!"
You started to scream at nothing, maybe at the creatures that were getting near. Getting tired of dealing with these bullshits, you lay down on your back, spreading your limbs and accepting your fate of dying at the early age of 20.
"Whatever man.. fuck all this bullshit I'm tired. I'll die soon anyway so what's the point"
Staring up at the sky, you began to reminisce about all your memories of spending the day at the beach. That was where you found your treasured ear cuff, left by someone at the cabin you used to stay at.
'I know I shouldn't have taken it but it was so pretty that I couldn't help myself. 15 year old me was so dumb heh'
Feeling the creatures getting closer, your eyes fluttered shut, no longer wanting to deal with the universe. Though, a small thought inside you wished that someone would come to your aid. Slowly but surely, you began to lose consciousness and drift off to sleep.
"Who sleeps in the middle of No Man's Land? Girl you're crazy"
A voice disturbs your sleep and you blink open your eyes to look at the intruder. You look above and see a.. CREEPY BALD STITCH SMILING FACE CROUCHING NEAR YOUR HEAD.
"AHH MOTHERFUCKER"
Screaming loudly while bolting upright due to the shock. That action results in you headbutting the person in the nose.. "OW! THAT HURTS SO BAD" you assume he was a man since his voice sounded masculine.
"EHH I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO DO THAT PLEASE FORGIVE ME!"
You could feel tears piling up in the corner of your eyes once you realised what you have done to the poor man. He started to take off his mask and pinch his nose to ease the painful sensation. You were awed at the sight in front of you.
'Woah, his card is pretty lethal'
'NO! WHAT ARE YOU THINKING WOMAN! YOU NEED TO HELP HIM HE'S INJURED!'
"uhm.. mister are you alright..? I apologised for my action just now!"
You try to persuade him with words hopefully he won't get angry at you. A bead of sweats began to trickle down your forehead seeing he's not responding to you.
"AGHH!" you winced when he screamed out of nowhere. Panicking when he starts to turn his head to you. His scowled face just now disappeared as a shock expression replaced it.
"Oh"
"Oh?"
He eyed you up and down, taking in your appearance that seems familiar but he just can't seem to remember where he saw a person similar to you.
"Ah! Did you perhaps come from the above of the Ground?"
"Above..?"
You tilt your head up to look at the sky, not seeing anything in particular only a hue of green and blue colouring it. Then you look back at the man who's staring at you, waiting for your response.
"Mmm I don't think so.. but I do remember falling off from somewhere? I ended up in a pile of trash"
Remembering the previous event gives you goosebumps as you start to shiver at the memory. The man, however began to piece everything together. His right fist meeting the palm of his left, signalling a quiet 'yes'
"Right! You're a Spherite aren't ya?" He smiles at you once he has figured who you are. "You're lucky that I killed off those abherrant beasts before it could get to you. Man! How could you even fall asleep when there are 3 big creatures coming towards you?" He laughs at your unfortunate situation.
'Okay this guy is definitely weird. Did I mess up his brain when I accidentally headbutted him?'
"Uhm? Spherite? Abherrant beasts? I'm sorry but I don't quite follow you. First of all I'm a human, not a sphere or something and abherrant beasts? Is that what you called those gecko looking creatures?"
If you're not weirded out by him before, you're definitely now. Your questions just now made him more amused at your oblivious state. "I see.. so you have no clue huh where you came from? That's fine but first... let's get out of here cus IT STINKS AS FUCK! HOW THE HELL DID YOU NOT PASS OUT WITHOUT A FULL MASK"
He suddenly yells out and quickly scrambles to put on his creepy mask. He notices you are wearing an oxygen mask but it was clear enough to see that your nose started to bleed and a smear of blood near your mouth.
He sighs and you start wondering what has gotten into him. You feel perfectly fine, well — aside from coughing up blood a few minutes ago that is. However, you felt a fluid flow from your nose down to your upper lip. You took off your mask and pressed a finger to the fluid, your finger is now covered in blood.
Your eyes widened at the sight of the blood while the man only stared at you. "That's what happens when you're exposed to No Man's Land air for too long." He said as he rummages through his coat and takes out an extra mask to replace the one on your face.
"Oh.. thank you.. but what about the blood..?"
"You'll wash it off once we arrive at the HQ. We need to get out of here first and pick up a few people. Follow me to my car"
Unsure whether to trust him or not, you don't have any other choice as he was the one who saved you. You hurriedly trail behind him to get to his car.
Once there, you were about to head for the back seat but was stopped by the man. "You should sit in the passenger seat instead. We have 2 more people coming in anyways" he said smugly while pushing you to sit in front.
"Okay! Okay! I will! Stop pushing damn..."
You eventually obeyed and got in his car. He starts to turn on his engine and drive away from the toxic place.
On the way there, you guys passed by a dome that looked abandoned. Is this what life is for the people that live here?. Feeling pity at the fate of these residents.
"Soo... my name is Enjin, mind telling me your name?" The man, Enjin broke the silence by asking you for your name. Tilting your head to look at Enjin, you muttered out a sentence.
"I guess you can call me [ name ], [ name ] [ last name ].."
"I see, [ name ] how does your vital instrument works when you fight off one of those beasts?"
"Vital instrument? What does that mean? I was only able to defeat one of 'em back then with my ear cuff." You show him your right ear, where you placed the cuff. It glistens under his stare, catching his attention. He quickly turns his head back to the road so it won't result in any unfortunate events.
"I don't know how it works but I just place my hand on it and start asking for help. Then it just transforms into this giant crescent moon shaped harp. I swung it at the beast and the strings kinda form a water flow that kills the creature."
He hums at your explanation, convincing his theory of you being a giver. "You must've really loved the cuff don't ya? Sounds like you're a combat giver."
"Combat eh.. but I'm not really good at attacking, I don't think I have enough stamina for it. I'd rather be on the defensive"
As you finish your sentence, the car suddenly halts. "We'll talk more once we arrive at the HQ alright cutie?" He tells you then turns his head to greet two boys on the side of the street. "Yo Rudo! Seems like you met Zanka already." He smiles at them
You turn your head in the same direction as Enjin to look at Zanka and Rudo
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Ignore how the eyebrows look cus I'm still working on it yah 🙏 ong I'll be doing everything BUT writing fanfic for my new series
dw I hv started writing for the introduction and maybee just maybe it'll be on a cliffhanger and if I complete until chap 3 I'll release the real introduction (like a game bug ykyk)
Me during my drawing of zodyl ✊
Also my update for the fic may be slow due to my work at the library (my hands hurt from stamping and writing book cards for borrowing)
Soo... does Jabber's bodily fluids ykyk contain poison since he often stabs himself with his jinki?
He seems like the type to collect his sweat in a bottle and straight up give it to the enemy or just random thirsty passersby for fun making them think it's water and then they just drop dead like crows bcs his body is a deadass biohazard LIKE YOU CAN'T TELL ME HE WON'T DO THAT 😞 Also have y'all seen how fast that man recover so quickly from his own jinki??? He def tried gooning w his mankira once and went paralyzed down there 🥸🥸☝️☝️
Would he react like this
Or like this tho when it happens 🤔 I'm very intrigued
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