Not many fandoms, sorry :( Iām into a lot but I only feel confident for these fandoms!
Please note: Iām very mentally ill, I am not normal. And I will talk abt disturbing topics. This blog is my safe space. Bun is also a minor but will be an adult soon this year (maybe)
DNI
If you write minors in sexual situations as an adult, yes teenagers do have sex but you as a grown adult have no business to be so invested in them having it. You can see it as just fiction, but just leave me alone and Iāll leave you alone, ok?
Racists, maga, transphobes, homohobes, etc. basic dni
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I honestly dont like getting into drama so thats why I havent confronted them (I can get really anxious when it comes to that stuff) I just choose to ignore them tbh but I feel bad not saying shit
I remember seeing a video of this one twst writer saying they donāt and have never used AI for their videos. THE THING IS THEY DID??!! I HAVE SCREENSHOT PROOF OF THEM USING C.AI FOR A VIDEO AND I DONT THINK THEY EVER ADDRESSED IT?? I HAVE RECEIPTS BRO
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To the authors who doubt their writing skills, whether English is your first language or not, donāt give up! Keep writing with the passion you have, keep going! <3
(Sorry for clogging the tags, I just wanted to send a message to all authors in doubt!)
Seeing people not sugar coating in that one personās comment section fills Bun with so much joy, I even see some people Iāve interacted with in that comment section and blogs whoās writing I like
i unfortunately feel like this was a callout for a writer like me, so i would like to state a response.
english, is not everyone's first language. it takes time for a person to learn words as such and the different meanings ā yes, you can say "just google it" but why make such a big out of such a little thing? if you seem to have such a huge problem with it, let's not hide behind different other tags and users who you believe will be on your side and just tell the authors directly!!! there was NO reason to call out writers, as myself, for spelling mistakes that can easily be fixed if simply told.
so thank you, so much for not only embarrassing writers who probably are nervous to post their writing because of people like you, but for also making them feel bad for their english.
adding on: "is this a trend?" mind you, as stated before english is not everyone's first language! so no, it's not a trend. some just do simple spelling mistakes and some just simply don't know. so im sorry that it pisses you off, but what pisses me off is not simply TELLING THE AUTHORS THEIR MISTAKES AND JUST POSTING ABOUT IT TO YOUR OWN BLOG.
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Hi so I wanna try smth new! This will be for Azul!
Please note while I havenāt had a āfullā experience (if that makes sense) I still have some struggles, I wrote this so I donāt go back to it and can have my comfort in fiction :)
Tw: disordered eating, purging/throwing up food
All comfort! Not encouraging this behaviour at all!
Thinking of Azul comforting you after you feel like you ate too much when youāre trying to eat more than one meal a day, he knows what itās like to obsess over calories and he knows it can be so stressful, heās right by your side telling you itās ok, donāt rush the process and eat what you feel safe eating, you can do this
Thinking of Azul comforting you and taking care of you after you rushed to purge your food out, heās right by your side with a water bottle in hand and heās slowly helping you get back up from the bathroom floor so you donāt fall and hurt yourself. Heās right next to you, there will be better days soon, you have all the time in the world and Azul will be holding your hand through it all.
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āJust how many stars do I need to hang around me to finally get somewhere I can be all done?ā
TW: suicide, self harm
Visiting you in the hospital after a failed suicide attempt, this is another self indulgent post! Can be read platonically or romantically
NOT PROOF READ CUZ SCREW THAT!!
Just doing 2 characters to test the waters if anybody likes my dookie writingā¦ (and cuz Iām a lazy bum). If yāall want any other characters with this please let me know!
Content contains: past self harm mentioned, attempt by bleeding out (implied)
Please note: This is NOT romanticisation, itās comfort only! I have written it with my feelings after my failed attempts (which I thankfully did not go to the hospital for!) so this may not suit everyone! I have written this with my experience in mind and how it all happened. If you are having suicidal thoughts I suggest to contact a hotline or go to therapy, or start by talking to that kokobot. Take care of yourself
Deuce Spade
In all honesty, heās hurt you never told him how you felt. Not because he felt entitled but because he would have been more than willing to try and help you
Deuce shows up to the hospital with a bouquet of flowers, carefully picked to avoid any ill meanings
He knows being alone in a hospital can effect you mentally so he tries to visit you often when he can
Also brings you some small things to brighten your day like a little trinket he knows youāll like, of just your favourite snack
Heās worried sick about you (heās been worried tbh), so he wants to show that heāll always be here. Even though he canāt go back and save you that time, he can show that things can change for the better, he saw that it can after all
The hospital room was cold and would be almost dead silent if it werenāt for the buzzing of electricity and chirping of the morning birds outside your window, the sun was shining so brightly into your room but even then everything looked so grey, you wondered- what beauty is there to stay for here? The world still looks dull, the shining sun isnāt even as bright as people say, did it ever really shine at all? Your thoughts in the hospital silence was interrupted by a certain boy knocking at your door, you turned to see gentle eyes looking at you, filled with nothing but worry and also some happiness to see youāre ok.
āGood morning, (Name). I brought you breakfast today, and some flowers- I also have this tea if youāre in any pain, my mom really recommends this-ā despite Deuceās attempts to be casual with you, he started showing how nervous he was pretty quickly. āDeuce, itās fine. I know how youāre feeling, I know this situation is pretty odd-ā āBut itās not fine!ā Deuce quickly cut you off, you stared in shock at how quickly his tone shifted āYouāve been saying itās fine, youāve always reassured others despite you having to face the worst in situations! Yet I never got the chance to do the same for you!ā He sounded like he could burst into tears at any moment, he looked up at you then his face switched into a guilty one at seeing your shock.
āIāmā¦ Iām sorry, (Name), I shouldnāt have interrupted you, this isnāt about me. But.. I just want you to know Iām here, all of us are, and that things really can change for the best no matter how long it takes, you donāt have to stay in a dark placeā¦ā he held your hand gently, his eyes were pleading with you to trust his words, to try to keep and going to see that it gets better.
And suddenly, the sun seemed a little brighter and the world was a little less dull
Ace Trappola
Heād honestly be pissed off. Not at you, not for this. But heād just be pissed that he couldnāt stop you in time, he couldnāt give you a safe space to run to, and now he has to see your arms covered in bandages while you can barely move in that hospital bed
The worst part was he knew you were struggling, he knew something was off when youād rather melt in the heat than were short sleeves, and he knew his eyes werenāt playing tricks when you rolled them up a bit too high you rushing to pull them down was confirmation. So why couldnāt he just show how much you mean to him??
He tries not to show how upset he is, but itās difficult for him not to get angry seeing you in the hospital, due to that he starts avoiding it resulting in him barely visiting you and mostly texting you
And it goes on for a while until Ace just snaps and decides āfuck itā and goes to see you, because heāll be damned if he loses you after this
It was quiet in your room, there wasnāt much to do today other then get some check ups and say hi to friends checking in on you whether it was by text or in person. But where was Ace?? He barely came by anymore, and when he did check in he seemed so dry talking to you. Did he finally decide to leave you? Was this something that solidified his decision? You guess it was to be expected, anybody would decide to call it quits and give up after seeing such a bloody site. Just when your thoughts were about to fully consume you the door slammed open almost making your heart jump out of your body! āWhat the- Ace? Donāt just open the door like that youāll give me a heart attackā
āS-Sorry but- but just listen, ok!?ā This was the most frantic youāve seen him, and it doesnāt seem like there was a reason heād be like this other than you āGo ahead, I know youād want to end it all after thisā you were ready for whatever you had to say, you knew Ace wasnāt a fan of people who couldnāt face the reality of things āWhat?! Are you kidding me!? Iām not ending shit, especially not now!ā His tone showed how offended he was at the very thought of that, and all you could do was stare in disbelief āNo matter how pissed I am I know Iām never leaving you! I just donāt get it, I always wanted to stay by your side so why couldnāt you have just came to me instead of trying to leave me!? And I know you arenāt in the wrong, Iām not mad at you but you canāt blame me for being confused! I donāt get it!ā He voiced all of his frustrations to you, it was like something went off and he couldnāt stop himself āI was there from the start, I want to be with you til the end so justā¦ stay, ok? Iām not good with comforting, I know that Iām no therapist. But please just let me be there if possibleā¦ā he was completely breaking for you, and he held your wrist so gently too. This was a complete 360 from your usual, cocky, Ace. But that didnāt seem to matter now because all heās thinking of now is you staying
okokok just a thought of mine.... how would vil be with someone who does sh?? like. ok he's ALLLL over taking care of skin n appearance ad all that stuff but like. how would he feel if his partner or friend cut themselves ??? he'd prolly understand it but at the same time what if he's like "youre ruining your skin"????? SORRY IF THIS MAKES NO SENSE BUT LIKE ITS JS A THOUGHT... HOW WOULD VIL REACT TO TS šš
alsoalsoalso I love ur lil drabbles n stuff teehee ur so peakaliciousš„°š«¶š«¶idk if u do anons or not but I might be back here so.... š«anon teehee.... trust....
When I saw this ask I actually went āPLEASE BE A SH ASK PLEASEā (cuz Iām unemployed and have issues)
Vil would see it as ruining your skin ngl but not entirely! He isnāt dumb, heād know itās an addiction and heād encourage recovery 100%, taking it slow tho by maybe encouraging harm reduction.
Heād be very supportive, heāll come give you medical supplies if you donāt have any or just donāt have enough. Would even offer creams or oils for older scars if youād like any, but if youāre fine with them and want them to stay he wonāt push anymore. After all, thereās beauty in scars too even if they came from not so beautiful feelings :)
(Also I started giggling like a maniac when I saw that compliment to my drabbles thank you š„¹š„¹š„¹, and youāre welcome back any time š« anon <3)
