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when i was 11 the memories i had repressed from my trauma (long term cocsa) started coming back me and the way i dealt wtih this was sending naked pictures of myself to adult men when i was still underage. i would go on omegle and give these p*dos my snapchat so i could send them pictures and videos in return for their praise and well, videos back. it was a way of validation for me at the time as i didnt know how else to.cope. looking back now im genuinely scared and incredibly upset at the kniwledge that out there some fucking creep has.seen (and potentially even saved) pictures of my underage naked body. i had distributrd c**** p***. i looked about 13 and had the mental age of about 15. that doesnt.make it ok and i currently feel physically sick writing all this.kut.