I’m going to start posting poetry from various stages over the past 4 years again. I’d like to apologise for the public menty b when I was in active addiction. I was dating a piece of shit, then dated another piece of shit, then had my heart trampled and now I’m IP working on my betterment. the influence I’ve had in my life has been inherently destructive and I hope the shit I was going through, which I will likely not elaborate on, somewhat explains the unhinged posts back in 2020. trying to come across less like I’m in active psychosis like I was at the time. that being said I have a whole lot of poetry that’s gone unsaid, a lot of it is kind of unhinged (life has been a rollercoaster and frankly I’m wondering how tf I get off of it) and idk who the right audience for this shit is but I’m going to try coming back to a blog I care about deeply. Im sorry again, I hope you guys the stuff I’ll have coming out, if there’s even anyone who still follows me hahaha.
- much love and adoration from your local traumatised rat
