alexander jephthah

i'm bored . so now everyone has to hear about my silly little idv guys !! all 34 of them . yes 34 there are a lot

ocs that have a notion page will be linked alongside their name !! be mindful of all trigger warnings present on the page ; i do not shy away from triggering topics in my work.

that being said !! this post will be INCREDIBLY long . get ready !!

agnes ( ridicule ) ( transgender female + she / her ) - she would really play into the fact that people already see her as a freak. she uses her identity as a transgender person to amplify the spectacle that is their act, because not only is she a "freak" for being disabled, but shes a "freak" for being a "crossdresser" as well. she is so unapologetically herself because it brings more attention to her, but she also does it to reduce the ridicule that gets directed at her brothers.

frederick ( transfem non - binary + she / they ) - she would always have this inkling that she's different from the people around her, but it would take awhile for her to realize that its because she doesn't feel the same way about being a man or being masculine like every other man she knows does. they would try their hardest to appeal to what their family wants for them ( being the son that they want for them to be ), but the way that they carry themself and the way that they present themself is so performatively masculine that people tend to notice their eccentricity regardless. she tries to ignore that other people seem to be able to tell that something is "wrong" with her and keeps her struggles with her gender ( and gender exploration ) to herself to keep her dignity in tact.

andrew ( transfem + they / she ) - her struggles with her gender would be at the back of her mind for her entire life. it would never really come into focus without outside intervention, so without having people around her to make her question what she feels about her own masculinity, she would never think twice about it. they have found themself wishing ( on many occasions ) that they had been born a woman or that they would be happier if they could become a woman, but since they believe such a thing to be impossible, they've resigned themselves to a life of being the man that everyone wants them to be.

kurt ( intersex bigender male + he / him [ she / her occasionally ] ) - he's said to have been made fun of in school for his mustache, which i don't really think makes a lot of sense if he's meant to be a cisgender male. the way i envision it, he was born intersex with externally female parts, so he was raised as a girl for the beginning of his life. during his early teen years ( ~11 or so ), he would start to develop breasts, but alongside this, his voice began to drop and he began to grow facial hair and body hair. he was relentlessly bullied in school for this, at which point his parents would pull him out of school and move away ( as they often did ), and his parents would begin to make him present as a boy. going into his later teenage and young adult years, he would be known as a man, but closer to when he came to the manor, he would get more in touch with the femininity that he was forced to lose as a teenager, coming out in the form of his delusions of being characters like alice from alice in wonderland or little red riding hood.

edgar ( transfem + she / her ) - she's shown to have a sort of attraction to femininity and is said to be extremely close to the women in her life in a way that she isn't with the men she knows, having been shown to be closer to her mother and sister ( before their deaths ) than anyone else. she's always had a very skewed view of masculinity, both because of the role she's been forced to play into as the heir of the valden family and the terrible male role models she's had throughout life, and would always have an idea that she doesn't want to be like the men in her life. she doesn't want to be the perfect aristocratic heir that they try to force her to be.

matthias ( transfem non - binary + they / she ) - the idea of matthias being transfem is so good to me. though they were the only son of the czernin family, they still fell short of everything that their parents wanted in a son. she isn't strong, she isn't masculine, she isn't happy. this is part of what leads to the creation of louis, an idealized version of matthias. louis is happy, boyish, and charming in a way that matthias never has been and never will be. matthias wouldn't understand why they feel the way they do, they would just know that the idea of being what their family wants them to be ( as desperately as they wish they could have been ) makes them wish they were dead.

luchino ( gender apathetic + any pronouns ) - luchino isn't attached to his gender in the slightest. he's fine with however other people see him and often refers to himself as male simply due to the fact that he has male genitalia, but especially after his transformation, his gender becomes less and less important to him as time goes on.

violetta ( librafeminine + it / she ) - due to the extreme dehumanization that she experienced throughout her life, i imagine violetta grew into someone with a very loose concept of gender. it finds femininity alluring and wants to emulate femininity in everything it does, loving the idea of being pretty and desireable like women often are, but it struggles to attach itself to the idea of actually being a woman or having a gender at all. she doesn't see herself as fitting into the same gender category as other women and often finds herself envious of other women for so effortlessly being the exact things that she tries so hard to capture for herself, but she doesn't think that she would be happy being a woman either.

HII i'm back to share this somewhat old art that i did . because i've been thinking about melon beastars lately n how different he was described vs how he was actually drawn

he looks really cool in canon . but to me he looks like neither a gazelle nor a leopard ?? hes said to have the features of a gazelle but with the eyes, jaws, n claws of a leopard ,,,, but the way his face is drawn isn't very indicative of someone whose face is supposed to look mostly like a leopards . not to me at least

I ALSO INCLUDED MY PERSONAL HEADCANON OF HIM HAVING A BUNCH OF PIERCINGS !!!! the tattoos that he has on his body are cool n all but tattoos wouldnt appear like that on fur ,, so instead i like to think htat the melon leaves are dyed on, n his self - harming activity of choice ( since he has to have one for some reason 😒😒 ) is getting piercings rather than getting the tattoos .

luffy - oh my god its luffy!!!! hes a strawhat!!!! like the leader of or a member of the strawhat pirate gang... i know hes like super silly and goofy and smiley. and a little bit stupid! ( showing pixels mom ) this is a stupid looking boy right there!!!

zoro - i think this ones zoro? i dont know much about him. i know hes dumb, hes pretty strong, he has green hair. and pronouns.

nami - thats nami!! emma ( my wief ) likes her. i know shes smart. or at least comparatively smart. umm. she looks pretty happy and bubble!! i know she's like the girl™

sanji - sanji... i think hes like rich? i know that one breaking bad artist likes him. its funny i followed this person like a year ago for breaking bad and i get to see all of their interests.... like arrogant? also pretty stupid?? i think thats like the strawhat gangs thing like theyre not very smart. hes got a cigarette in all of these pictures. okay why do his eyebrows look like that?? those are terrible!

usopp - oh i dont know his name. is that usopp? i do know his name! he has a brother, that's all i know about him. ( he does not have a brother ) he doesn't? ( no you're thinking of his dad, yasopp ) ..... yaassss

tony tony chopper - ITS TONY CHOPPER!!!! if it wasnt tony chopper i was gonna be like "i didnt know there was more of them"! ( there are more of them these are just my favorites ) ... ohhh

what else about tony chopper... he has that song about him! and you like him!! hes a very cute little guy. little creature. little.. moose?

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