perplexed, etc.

they need to come up with more words like necrosis and miasma and mausoleum and cadaver and morose and decrepit and stuff like that just so metal bands can expand their vocabulary

there’s a t-shirt that says “I survived a bad day and all I got was the rest of my life” and yeah I still think about it

do you like my repetitive and outdated music taste

outfit repeater, movie rewatcher, same post mutiple times reblogger

ever since i was a little girl i knew i was doomed to take things too seriously and think about them forever

speaking of wikipedia i like to play my own very niche version of the wikipedia game when im bored and have nothing to do at work. which is "the seven degrees of tegan and sara" where i start from any random article from the home page and see how many clicks it takes to get to tegan and sara. it's usually between 7-15. today i got from the page of an architect to tegan and sara in 10 clicks.

Listening to The Con by Tegan and Sara is really fun until you hear the most soul crushing tune your body has ever held inside its walls. Then a sweet guitar lick and an incomparable vocal harmony kicks in on the next song and you’re like okay I guess I can keep going. Then it happens again like two more times lol

maybe if I listen to Tegan and Sara's 2007 studio album "The Con" on repeat I'll feel better

she’s trying (i’m she)

seeing wildflowers and birds and critters and sunsets really can keep you going

ableism really feels like the lowest common denominator across all groups regardless of their politics. right wingers will call their opponents the r word, their opponents will call them "brain dead" bc they want to use the r word but they have to reskin the term for optics. anyone on any political or social stance can somehow maintain that stance while being ableist. like homophobes and transphobes can be ableist. lgbtq people can be ableist. both racists and anti-racists can be ableist. even self proclaimed anti-fascists can be ableist despite a hatred of disabled people making up a chunk of the basis of fascist ideology. actually no matter what someone says, if they make their point by being ableist they've failed at confronting the universal myth that some people are inherently superior to other people. they just disagree over which group should be the one considered inferior

the "I don't look disabled? you don't look stupid but there you go" slogan you get on stickers or decals or shirts or whatever is genuinely the most ironic and nastiest bit of self-righteous ableism and it's completely unaware. quick, tell me what "looking stupid" actually looks like then.