enthalpy

i wish i was better at speaking so i could sound less selfish all the time

my inability to socialise and innate need for friendship leaves me miserable

the reality is i’ll never really have the courage to do it

if only i had a valid reason to feel the way i do

i live such a privliged life, why do i no longer have the will to keep going?

oh to be loved and appreciated

knowing people have negative feelings about you but they act perfectly normal to your face is another level of betrayal

being in love with your best friend and getting subtly rejected all the time so that your love fades is not an easy issue to bring up when they ask why you’ve been distant

my increasing interest im wwii/the 20th century in general makes me feel like other people view me as those weirdos who only like war history 🫩

as much as i am grateful for the new ATLA movie leak i also dont want to spoil it for myself, currently the angel on ym shoulder is winning

rejection therapy does not do the wonder people say it does

still havent followed through, life is hard

every time i think about spider lesbian break down ashnikko’s ‘slumber party’ comes to mind lol