i can't believe it's been almost a year of me being buffy now. i've met so many people, made so many friends, seen so many people come and go. i hate being sentimental, but this just makes me think about it: what if the people who left are somewhere else now? somewhere happier. what if they're still around and i don't know it? either way, i never thought i'd be one of them. one of the people who left. but, i guess i am now. i'm going to miss all of you. i know a lot of people say that, but i mean it. i've grown so much since i first started diaryofadoomer (for the ogs) and i still cherish every post, every mutual, and every moment that i spent here. i still remember my old mutuals, those who left. i never understood why they left if they had so much fun on here, but now i think i get it. people get burned out, i know i have. there's only so much one person can take until they have to go, and i think i finally reached that point. so much has happened on here and the name "buffy" has weight to it now. everytime i think of "buffy" , i think of the controversies, of the people who hate me, of the people i lost. i don't feel like myself anymore, i just feel like a compilation of others perceptives of me. i can't live like that. i have to leave and start something new. i'm sorry to everyone i hurt and i wish all of you the best.
andulkaphoto
snowghoul
romaincrisis
janainaart
prguitarman
vaporwave
blakekathryn
