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blake kathryn
occasionally subtle

Product Placement
I'd rather be in outer space πΈ
Three Goblin Art

Discoholic πͺ©

if i look back, i am lost
Acquired Stardust

Andulka

titsay
Cosimo Galluzzi
art blog(derogatory)

cherry valley forever

pixel skylines
Jules of Nature
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Origami Around
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HELLO PEOPLE
SO THIS IS MY MAIN ACC NOW, but if U wanna find some of my older stuff, @bucketttt4 is my old account
COMMISIONS ARE CURRENTLY CLOSED!
Requests here on Tumblr are open though.
COMMISION TALK IN THIS PIN

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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This.
This is why people who stay in my life are neurodiverse like me!
this!! I swear I lost like all my friendships bc of this, like I had a group of friends in hs that one day I realized βhuh I havenβt talked to this people in a whileβ and popped in to say hi and they were all awkward?? because they hadnβt seen me in a while?? and thatβs when I realized that friendship works different for them?? I was like yeah I havenβt talked to you in like four months but itβs not like Iβve forgotten about y'all why would anything change, and they were all like we havenβt talked to you in four months why are you here again acting like nothing happened? and it was really confusing for me
YEAH! THAT!
Also I have a thing where I just put the people on pause. If I donβt see them or contact them, my brain kinda put them in stasis. I donβt think about them nor misses them, and I stay on what I last knew about them (how they look, what they study/work). So when we meet again Iβm like βwait, youβve aged?β and I have the same familiarity with them thanI had before.
Anyway all my mutuals I havenβt messaged in forever - this is why
oh my gods this makes so much sense??? there are people who i havenβt talked to at all for literally over a year and weβll pick up like nothing happened, but for their people itβs just likeβ¦β¦ falling apart but onesided???? i think weβre still on the same level but actually weβre strangers??
Ohhhhhh
OHHHHHHHHHβ¦.
Ok but listen, on the other side of this, as a person who moved hundreds of miles away from everyone i knew and then became a hermit for several years, it was SUCH A FUCKING RELIEF to get in contact with an old friend and have him be like, βmy friendship levels do not degrade, so in my mind we are still awesome close buddiesβ and i almost fkn cried. I thought he would be mad or would have moved on because i had slacked on my reaching out to him and staying in touch and doing all the friendship things. But NOPE. 800 miles of distance, depression, and life changing circumstances didnt steal our friendship and i am SO GRATEFUL.
#came back to tumblr after four years #lottie and I immediately went like that spiderman meme yknow tags via @rudjedet
I have literally no friendship degradation whatsoever. I will not have spoken to someone for 5 years or more, and theyβre still as much a friend to me as if I had only seen them yesterday. Iβm just very bad at communicating if someone is not in my direct orbit. So when Sonja reappeared on this site I basically screeched into her notes like a banshee because I was delighted and we picked straight back up where weβd left off.
Happy to go on the record that I donβt expect regular contact and will welcome hearing from people after a long time
Holy shit, I didnβt actually realize this was a Thing.
Also, not just ADHD. Autism too.
What is it you hear?
Is it something to fear?
Walking into the dark,
The spark carries on.
Attempted poetry! I have been working on this particular art for faaar too long, rendering it was just so intimidating. BUT. It's done now. I win!
4Apr2026
@bookat-bleu
β’ "Horrortale Papyrus is Strange."
β’ "Not only is he the only living Papyrus here,
He doesn't ACT much like a Papyrus."
β’ "Sure, he's still a clean freak, and he immidiently got busy creating a garden,
And he's still Papyrus"
β’ "But he is freakishly quiet, even when he laughs.
The moment he was able to, he changed out of his battle body and BURNT IT."
FIRST (You are here) | NEXT
Ppl keep liking this project I sorta.. kinda maybe ditched ππ augh dammit guys fine you've convinced me, I'll pick it up again
Sometimes the advice you need is not the advice you want. Sometimes its a sentient fire that gives you that advice. @bookat-bleu
16Mar2026

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When the hunter becomes the hunted @bookat-bleu
15Mar2026
I got asked how I draw my faces, this is probably the clearest I've explained it so I'll share it here for fellow artists to enjoy
15Mar2026
AUGHHHH WHERE DID THESE SKILLS COME FROMMM
11Mar2026
Clip studio experiment @bookat-bleu
11Mar2026
Katsu - Clip studio experiment @bookat-bleu
11Mar2026

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Seth - Clip studio experiment
11Mar2026
Aylin - Clip studio experiment
11Mar2026
Roxanne - Clip studio experiment
11Mar2026
Eleanor! Clip studio experiment
11Mar2026
Eugene! Clip studio experiment
11Mar2026

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Forest Fire ! Being a fire elemental in the woods is difficult
3Mar2026
Look at him. Nerd.
1Mar2026