Are we going to talk about how scary being the Inquisitor is for a Lavellan or�
I mean, the more and more I have played this game, the more the Chantry shit is terrifying. Over and over again, you see painful and irrefutable evidence about the shit humans did to elves in the name of the Maker. The Exalted Plains is an obvious example. (I consistently call it Dirthavaren you donât like it fight me bitch)Â
Like I think the entire fandom can agree on fuck that bitch sister Amity. The Chantry crusades destroyed what was left of the elves, destroyed them. Culture, body and spirit. Like be honest, there arenât many Dalish clans left and each time a new game/book comes around, another one bites the dust. Itâs so easy to lose your clan in Inquisiton and even easier to accidentally kill off Marethariâs. Hell, you can choose to kill Zathrianâs.Â
The Dalish are dying out, any way you slice it.
Then suddenly a hole rips open in the sky and everybody thinks Lavellan did it. It destroys the ConclaveâŚdonât tell me for one second that the humans didnât immediately start developing an âelves and vengeance and antiMakerâ conspiracy theory. The âremain silentâ dialogue option in that first interaction isnât a stoic âI donât give a fuckâ to me, itâs more of a âwhatever I say doesnât matter Iâm already deadâ for a Dalish Inquisitor.Â
The true horror is knowing that they wont just kill you, theyâll call for a bloodbath on elves across Thedas.
âFor the elves were guilty of the greatest sin, of turning from the Maker.â
Youâve damned them all and you canât even remember how or why. For a First, it must be terrifying to realize even if you try to diplomatically talk your way out of it, theyâll never believe you. As a hunter or warrior, you know itâs hopeless. All you can do is throw yourself forward as the villain, claim that whatever happens you acted alone and take as many of these shems out with you as you can. As a mage you know if they take pity on you, youâre condemned to their mage-slavery prisons.
âWhatever you think I did, Iâm innocent!â
But then they believe you (barely, like thank the Creators the Lavellan clan taught you how to talk to humans civilly and not panic) but itâs basically a hostage situation. Thereâs one other elf with you and even if heâs not Dalish thank Mythal because shit you were scared and youâre still scared but at least itâs something. His name is âPrideâ. You take it as a sign from the Creators that itâs not time to give up yet. Suledin, you think.
There is an orb, a weapon that caused this. Solas tells you itâs elven and your heart sinks.
âEventually, the humans will find a way to blame elvesâŚâ
You become Inquisitor and things are a little better but the humans call you Herald of Andraste. You donât believe in their Maker but none of them care. You know your clan would feel betrayed, think youâve given up your gods. You havenât of course but the terror is thereâŚwhat if the gods think youâve given up them? You talk to Cassandra and Leliana, trying to understand the human chantry and maybe figure out a way for your two beliefs to coexist.Â
 But no.
You realize it wont help. Cassandra talks about spreading the Makerâs word to all corners of ThedasâŚyou remember the lonely howls of the wolves across Dirthavaren. You know what âspreading the Makers wordâ means. Leliana at least acknowledges what the Chantry did, but she dismisses it with words. All those lives and hopes and dreams dismissed with the words âthat hate wonât just go away if you dissolve the Chantryâ. You understand what she really means, though.Â
Sheâs saying that the hate will never go away, not until the elves are just like humans. The Chantry will never stop. She says she wants elves to be part of the chantry so they survive and you try not to taste bile in the back of your throat when you think of what that means.
âMy father says humans are like weeds that choke out the grassâŚââ
Slowly, slowly, slowlyâŚthey consume you.














