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Fighting the urge to just take all these mf pills

#bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw drugs #feelings suicidal #actual bpd

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sugaglos

The best medication that could help me with my mental illness?a bullet through my head

I've been feeling like such a fucking loser.

Everytime things go well, something just fucks it up, I feel like im cursed, like im paying for something I did.

Like I don't deserve to be happy, or loved.

#bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #crying right now #i feel so unloveable #so empty #mental illness #cursed #god help me

I always wonder, who is the real me?

The one when I'm taking my meds?

The one off meds?

Who am I?

#bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #bpd problems #derealization #fat and depressed #depersonalization

karmareleased

I keep overestimating my existence in other people's lives, both postively and negatively. I am not the reason someone wakes up in the morning or smiles at a post they see that reminds them of me, nor am I so despised that my presence is demonized and people avoid me at any cost.

I am just nothing. Insignificant. And it's probably for the best that way.

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speakingspirals

i hate feeling. i hate thoughts. i hate it all.

traumadumprrrr

you ever just sit and realize that you're an awful person

infectedbugz

People don’t enjoy my presence. They just tolerate it.

Why am I so awkward with others?! Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw drugs #neurodivergent #bpd problems #i literally never know what to say #im okay when im alone #but the second someone else comes to talk to me or whatever #i literally freeze

brutussposts

I pushed everyone away, again, im so stupid.

brutussposts

Feelings like this mofo

#smiling friends #james #bpd #bpd thoughts #depressing shit #im such a fat fucking chud

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I don't know why i do the things I do sometimes, it guess it just feels like the right thing but I always feel guilty and ashamed after.

#bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #i finally see how this illness is poisoning me #maybe i was born wrong

I pushed everyone away, again, im so stupid.

#bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw drugs

I feel so done.

Not sad.

Not angry.

Just empty.

#bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw drugs

God, I love smoking in the dark

#bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw drugs #humor

About to fuck up this Christmas's dinner

Status: drunk.

#bpd #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw drugs #humor

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Let's mix anti psychotics with alcohol

#bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd vent #actually bpd #female rage #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw drugs #humor

I want a version of "cocky" but with clit/clitoris

#literature #?#someone help #creative writing #creative mfs #i need it #clit #cocky

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