Jeff the killer x fem reader headcanon ⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚
⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ —Sooo these headcanons are based off Jeff the killer in my au, his backstory and personality is overall a lot different in my au (while also being similar)! But I love yapping about my aus/headcanons sooooo ask me questions whenever :3 there’s a nsfw part and sfw part!
Tw// mention of suicide, SH, sough rex, mental illness, abusive tendencies, jealousy issues, nsfw
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“Yes Jeff, I think you’re handsome”
Is what you have to say, WAY too many times. At least after you gain his trust.
Jeff has had many good relationships before everything went down hill, he knows what most girls like and what a good boyfriend usually does.
Yet his own mental health and insecurity gets in the way.
He’s kinda awkward after everything, not the same confident man he was before he lost his “beauty”. Jeff cares, in a quiet way and he actually seems like a normal boyfriend at first. No weird stalking, no constant jealousy—just about right. Just a tint deeper, just a tint more obsessed.
He will hold your hand, loving the softness of your skin. He will (when you’re asleep) brush his face against your entire body, groaning about how nice you feel. You’re the softest thing he’s ever touched in a while, the most beautiful being on this planet. You matter more than anything to him…he won’t say that obviously but he will show it.
Jeff will wipe the makeup off your face when you slept in with it, will carry you to bed when you can’t walk, hell—he would take off his hoodie in a cold winter weather when you’re freezing (totally doesn’t get a cold after it).
I wouldn’t say his love language is talking, he’s quiet. That’s the way he cares. He’s quiet, watching from afar, humming while you get ready, surprising you with roses without saying anything. His real love language is touch, the touch he loves to receive. If it’s a hand on your thigh, or around your shoulder…somehow he’s touching you.
He’s also a little rough with words, he won’t insult you, but will make fun of you for loosing your lipliner or occasionally call you dummy or an idiot. Nothing too rough, perhaps it’s just raspy and deep voice.
He’s scared of you leaving him, so he tries his best. But his best isn’t always enough.
After a while you will see he’s emotionally unstable. He can’t look at pictures of himself, will refuse to take pictures, will not look at a mirror. He will ask you on multiple occasions if you think he’s beautiful, if you wanna leave him. While at first it seems almost cute—it gets exhausting.
His own insecurity’s catch up to him and suddenly you’re cheating, have an affair, don’t really love him or “try to look too good for other men.” He’s often ruined your dresses because they looked too good or he’s splashed a waterbottle over you to ruin your makeup.
Often he’s yelled at you for the way you look.
“Who are you tryna’ impress now ? Huh? Daniel from next door?”
His depression causes him to sometimes just be an emotional burden. He will cry for hours in your arms because of how ugly he is and how much he regrets killing his brother….and then the next day when he’s back home and you think that everything is okay—He will suddenly either call you while crying, telling you he wants to end it all tonight.
Or you see his arms, full of fresh cut self harm scars.
Jeff wants to be in control of you, he wants you to listen to him. He says it’s for your own good. He knows whats best. He will also never shy away from pushing you to your limits.
You think about dieting? Got it.
If he catches you with a snickers bar he will practically snatch it out of your hands and lecture you.
I mean, it’s nice. He keeps you disciplined. But sometimes you feel like it’s more about him, feeling the control over you—then actually wanting to see you achieve your goals
And sometimes, when the jealousy hits, and the anger—he will loose himself and raise his hand.
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After everything, he’s lost all sense of self control. He fucks like a wild animal, biting you down everywhere and choking you till your eyes are watering. In one way it’s because he does enjoy the view of you suffering, in a very disgusting way.
He would never tell you that though.
In the other, it’s a way to show you what he is capable of. It’s a reminder of how easily he could break you if he wanted to.
And that, makes you obey him.
He hates fucking you when the sun is shining. He wants to do it in complete darkness.
But then he can’t see you.
So usually he tells you to shut your eyes, and just feel him. Or he shoves your face into a pillow and pounds you senseless into the sheets till your legs give up. His endurance is really high, he can go on for pretty long depending on how HES feeling. He doesn’t really care for how you’re feeling. I mean, he wants you to feel good—but HES the one risking his life every day!
Jeff has enough knowledge about foreplay and the human body, after the first time he kinda knows how you work and what you need. Even though he isn’t incredibly long, he has more to offer in width. A lot more. So he usually preps you with his fingers, not just two fingers but usually three—knuckles deep.
"Mh…you can’t take it? Huh? M’fingers are nowhere as thick as my cock.”
He goes really slow at first, and his pace is rather slow. But as I mentioned: it’s rough.
The reason why he’s slow is because he wants you to feel each inch, each single thrust.
That’s why he’s usually on top, when you once offered to ride him he laughed at you. You did try, but eh. It didn’t take long for you to give up.
Jeff takes the lead, and thats okay. He doesn’t mind being a bottom, but he prefers being top. As a bottom he feels kinda weak and unable to show his strength but he’s much more verbal as a bottom, more grunting as top.
He’s a little scared of moaning, so just encourage him.
BUT PLEASE SCREAM HIS NAME.
He LOVES it, he LOVES knowing who’s making you feel this good, he LOVES hearing you scream about how good he fucks you. Jeff has a huge size and praise kink. Feeling bigger, stronger while also being PRAISED about how good he makes you feel—gets him going. Obviously he will praise you back, usually with a slap on your butt though.
Gripping you like a life time—get him in a bad mood and he will pick you up with ease and force your legs open with his bare hands. (well you actually wanted it but… it’s funny to play along). His skin is rough, hurting you from his just caresses. He will grab everything you have, tits, ass, stomach, arms…your head even.
Oh, he loves receiving. More than he loves giving. He loves to see your mouth try to fit his size, the way your mouth makes this big O shape. He’s got a picture of that in his pocket.
He’s not into knife play, surprisingly. Too scared to hurt your pretty little pussy.
Blood is a different conversation.
Oh my don’t let him catch you on your period
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Well that’s him :3 he’s really insecure bc he used to be a mogger or whatever.
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