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I'm such a masochist..I keep clicking on these videos and I'm ugly crying for Baelfire/Neal. I can't remember the last time I cried for a character. I can't. WHY. WHY. Was it for the Emma/Hook ship?! IDGAF about those two, all I cared about was Neal, Regina & Rumple.

I just found out that Baelfire/Neal died on OUAT.... Then I made the mistake of going on youtube and came across a vid for Emma/Neal 10 seconds in and I was already in tears...by the end I was full on crying. RIP Baelfire/Neal ... after all the shit he's been through..being abandoned by his mother so she can run off with her lover, his father choosing magic over him, having to fend for himself in a new world at such a young age, being trapped in neverland, then walking away from a woman he loved, he was JUST getting to know his son...he deserved a happy ending and I honestly didn't care who he ended up or if he ended up alone, as long as he found peace. *SIGH* I just wanted Baelfire/Neal to be happy. I'll spend the rest of the night watching more vids and crying my eyes out.

Can someone tell me where I can find clips of John and/or Astrid that I can download? I have two songs I want to vid them to but I cant find any :( Please help!

I'm probably late as hell but did Twisted officially get cancelled already? I was reminiscing about Dacey :(

Let me forget about the Cara/John they threw at us, look at gifs of my OTP Astrid/John and then go back to watching Game of Thrones.

Ok... this episode was a damn rollercoster and I had love/hate feels towards it mainly because of my shipper heart. 1) John/Cara --- OK. FINE. I get that John loved her and what not but I hated how the looks among them made me feel like Astrid was just a second choice which is why as much as I LOVE Jastrid/Jostrid, I wish there would of been MORE scenes and MORE buildup before their kiss so I wouldn't feel so cheated. I'm not into Cara and John...theres no chemistry and the forced love connection is something I'm not into but I'm OK with it because its in character for both of them to be sad about their lost love but as a Jastrid shipper...ugh :( 2) John/Astrid - They were perfection as always, those seconds were so heartwarming and beautiful together but I wish there was more because right now as much as I am a Jastrid/Jostrid shipper I hate how they're making it seem like John was only with Astrid because he doesn't feel good enough for Cara. We definitely need to see more interaction between them or of Astrid in Season 2 now that John has no idea of his past, Cara or his budding relationship with Astrid. I would love to see how that unfolds and how their first interaction would be and just what role Astrid will play in it. I AM PRAYING FOR A SEASON 2 and I'm hoping that was triggers John's memories is Astrid NOT Cara. I want more ASTRID in Season 2! Other than that, pretty good episode :)

OMFG OMFG OMFG! AHHHHHHHHHH. Okay I was a little bit disappointed with the kiss because I wanted a little bit more build up or something but the fact that Astrid kissed him a few more times after their first kiss was so cute and then the SUBWAY SCENE GAHHH. He's already talking about the next time he's gonna kiss her.