Thoughts Of A Bruised Whore

So I stopped talking

I didn’t feel safe

so I changed the way I dressed

I didn’t feel safe

so I stopped spending money

I didn’t feel safe

so I stopped talking to the ones you didn’t like

I didn’t feel safe

so I stopped seeing the people I loved

I didn’t feel safe

so I stopped leaving the house

I didn’t feel safe

so I told them how in love with you I was

I didn’t feel safe

so I smiled

I didn’t feel safe

so I tried to take up less space

I didn’t feel safe

so I told my brain to only keep the good things

I didn’t feel safe

so I always said yes

I didn’t feel safe

so I defended you

I didn’t feel safe

so I let you decide

I didn’t feel safe

So I didn’t argue

I didn’t feel safe

so I always said I’m sorry

I didn’t feel safe

so I cried alone

I didn’t feel safe

so I stopped living

I didn’t feel safe