梨園

There’s something terrible about the way [...] that summer insists on happening.

The summer sun ray shifts through a suspicious tree. though I walk through the valley of the shadow It sucks the air and looks around for me.

"And Cain says, “When you split me and my brother in the womb, you did not divide us evenly. He got kindness, and I got longing. He got complacence, and I got ambition. I want to kill him sometimes. I think sometimes he wants to die.”

Fierce, seraphic, savage-eyed,

He looks everywhere for the right words—the right words to describe everything, to define everything, and to know everything. When he struggles to find what he's after, he continues to look for more words. He invents more words. He speaks them louder and louder. Soon, he yells. Then he screams. The screams only echo, returning to him with no new insights. They're still just his words. They teach him nothing. In between his screams and their echoes, he experiences silence. This is when, if he listens, he finds what he is after.