One of these posts will save me from my fate

i’ve been really nervous abt attending more leatherdyke events bc i feel like i have nothing to contribute (i mean, i’m not sexually available 99.9% of the time) but i just have to have to remember that one of the major reasons i got into leather at all is because it’s a huge nerd scene. history, kink theory, and leather care are among the most significant pillars of the community!! i will stop being scared eventually. part of it is absolutely just standard-issue social anxiety (which gets worse when i care about something)

it’s also like. my lack of sexuality is physical, right, but technically speaking, sex [KINK] is really interesting to me and i like watching and learning about it. it doesn’t make me horny which feels like a flaw, but it’s fine. love of the game and all that.

i knew once my partner got home i’d get hit w a sleepy spell but there is one gallery im determined to see tonight…. i will persevere, see art, and go home with a burrito. bravest there is

i block ppl all the time so my blocklist ranges from "actual fucking asshole fascist" n "post that mildly annoyed me because im petty" and if i went thru my blocklist rn i probably would have no idea why i blocked each of them but whatever

Would it be considered “gay” to go for a walk in the evening?

I don't have time for sex, I'm too busy running a blog that only 11 or 12 people care about

kind of feel like listening to slowdive and wearing women's clothing today