psychotic & iconic

I hate the lifestyle my illness has forced me to live. I wish I could go out more, be more spontaneous and not have to constantly cancel plans last minute

Having Depression for years is so wild because you just kinda become?? Desensitized to your own suffering?? Like yeah I want to kill myself every day. Oh, oh yeah normal people don’t have that????? Oh shit I forgot

tbh i didn’t plan to make it this far in life so i’ve no idea what i’m doing

i joke about killing myself far too much for someone whos actually tried to kill themself

adulthood really does hit you like a fucking truck when you spent all of your teenage years thinking you were gonna kill yourself eventually,

The phrase “this made me think of you” is my favorite thing someone can ever say to me

love it when you’re doing Just Fine™ and suddenly your brain is like “you could chug all your pills right now and kill yourself” like thank yoouuu edgelord

So amazingg

it’s wild sliding back into depression when you’re self aware from being through it before because your brain starts telling you all these mean things and you’re just like “wow we’re doing this again huh”

i joke about killing myself far too much for someone whos actually tried to kill themself