My brain goes nuts and doesn’t shut up.
spewing sentence after sentence - full paragraphs cater to my anxiety and worries. I think too much. I want things to slow down - just give me a moment to reload and shoot again. Just, give me a minute. I want to be happy but that requires effort and patience and yet no one can provide these things. I think too much. I find it difficult to breathe everyone sitting on my chest waiting for me todo what they need instead of what I should
be doing for myself. do this - be here, call them. I satisfy others and cater to their needs but risk my own well being and joy to keep those around me stable. I think too much. Please give me something good for once, I am tired of disappoint and failure. It all leaves me aching.
I think too much | H.T/A.T.
