itll be fine

ok i decided not to be so emotional and overreacting

failed 

i want to be so into positivity that sunshine is shooting out of my ass and people don’t suspect the dark times i had gone through to get here

you have to get yourself out of bad places. you need to resist the temptation to let everything slip and become apathetic & cynical toward yourself and your life. you need to accept that it takes time to change and it’s ok to fall over as long as u get back up. every morning is a new start and things don’t have to be this way forever. you can heal and you can change.

I know I’m better off without you, but goddamn if I don’t miss you.

“you’re so sweet!” thank you i have abandonment issues

I’m trying my best to help, but it’s not enough. I’m sorry.

kind of miss my best friend kind of too scared and awkward to say something

I want to matter to you

concept: I’m having a hard time so you hit me up, saying you’re coming over. I completely think you’re joking, but slightly believing you with hope in the back of my mind. you show up, and we just get away from this place.