the urge to deactivate on a Thursday afternoon

feeling unwanted changes u a lot, tbh

Might fuck around and self sabotage everything in my life just to feel comfortable and in control again.

need a man who wants to devour me every second of everyday

I feel so insanely unimportant to everyone I’ve ever known

i hate having a body i want to be an idea

fat rolls and big tummys and pudgy bits are made for you to grab at and dig your nails into possessively btw

i bet the pain will end if i arrange a perfect enough sentence about it

somewhere between idgaf and vomiting from anxiety

passionate backshots with filth being growled in my ear would fix me

men need to yearn more. men need to be on their knees more. idc that you’re twice my size.

Up late thinking about things I shouldn’t be thinking about

i have spent so long trying to outrun this sadness that i don’t know who i am without it