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hi! im broken-clancy and i post mostly nsfw tøp stuff often related to clancy and sometimes still nsfw stuff about myself

im really into clancy being tortured and abused by the bishops and that makes up a lot of what i post about him

my discord is .username_._._._ and im usually happy to talk to people (but im usually not logged in so sorry if i dont reply)

most of the things i post about or am into are only in fiction and i dont want most of it to happen irl

i mean, i'm not trying to pry, but do you feel a positive or negative correlation? sometimes morals and belief comes down to how you feel

either way, hope you're better now

thanks (:

and i feel really gross that my experience with it is in part sexual and like it doesnt matter

the bishops proceed to torture him for info but torch is strong-willed, because of course he is. he gives them nothing.

they eventually let him go, on one condition. they film the next few sessions, and torch can be as defiant as he wants. torch thinks its a little strange, but hes also so fucking tired, so he agrees. he assumes its for propaganda.

except the next time nico visits clancy he pulls the old tv in front of the bed and forces clancys eyes on those tapes while they have sex. and then he does it again and again and again and again and again until one day theres no tv, just nico sitting at the foot of the bed and relating the events of one of those sessions like a bedtime story just to see the disgust and self-hatred dawn on clancys face when he realizes he gets turned on by the idea of torchs pain now.

even when they reunite it still shows in the way clancys bites down until torch cries out or claws at his back or grabs his face and digs his nails in because even if he feels like a bad person, seeing those tears in torchs eyes again makes him feel so good.

(btw would you mind terribly if i dropped like some snippets of my writing here from time to time)

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oouggh thats amazing…

reading this makes me excited and want to vomit at the same time 💞

do you think nico would make clancy do certain actions or hold stuff while watching the tapes to make him feel as if hes the one doing it to torch

to make him feel even more guilty

im imagining clancy staying awake for nights when he gets back just feeling sick to his stomach with guilt and throwing up

and after weeks of staying awake most of the nights and passing out whenever he has to train or clean or take care of himself or anything he decides to finally open up to torch about it

id think torch would be very understanding just having experienced himself a fraction of the abuse clancy suffered

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uuuugdhdbdjdndk i love that……

its nice to be able to talk to someone who thinks the same things as you, you know

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i feel like that with your asks (:

like you understand me

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mmmmmm yes……

also what the fuckkkkk that high pitched voice someone needs to put him in his place.

can we inform josh of his responsibility to do this. give ty a little hm. disciplining perhaps

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would anyone be surprised

its the fact he never looks embarrassed when he does it

like he does but in that way that seems like hes getting off to it yknow

i need to do things to him that are so questionable that even the freakiest of freaks would be afraid

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yes………….

so much i want to do to him too

scared that someone would try to take him again

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thanks i know but i feel bad if i dont