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Aqua Utopia｜海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
YOU ARE THE REASON
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New intro
Yes I used to RP Lex on this account, when I was first getting into Tumblr I didn't get how everything works so I made this my main, so I can't delete it. Just rebranding it as my personal account. More about me below :)
Formerly Alexandra-Foster-69420 (i think that was the username?)
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Do you think one of the reasons Lex applied specifically at toy zone originally was so that she could get an employee discount and buy toys for Hannah she might not have been able to afford otherwise?
pride on tumblr is so fun!!!11!!! the heart turns into a rainbow when you hit the like button 😆😆😆 the tumblr staff and algorithm continues to be exceedingly transphobic and especially transmisogynistic. trans women are getting banned left and right for merely existing. please don’t let another version of rainbow capitalism distract you
nest
unstoppable force (desire to write) vs immovable object (tired)
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What do you mean “chat” is now referring to ChatGPT and not twitch chat? What? What? What the fuck? No?
When I address chat I am speaking to a presumed Greek chorus of real human people shitposting on their lunch break, not a machine that devours lakes to covert electricity into slop.
quick piece cos i'm seeing tgwdlm tonight!
thinking about the audience capacity of the theater TGWDLM was originally preformed at compared to how massive the apollo theater in london is is so crazy. some clips i see of the curtain call you can barely hear emma screaming because of how LOUD that audience is. but dude i am thinking. the bigger the audience is at a show of TGWDLM the more terrifying its ending really gets.
of course you as the audience can't help emma even as she begs for you to, it's just a show, and it was fucking phenomenal so you are cheering. BUT so are the actors, who in the context of the story are the infected. and in the context of the story YOU are there too, cheering along with them. YOU are infected.
i think this is why inevitable and the ending as a whole make me sick to my stomach in a way my words will never adequately describe. we watch as the apotheosis strips paul and the others of their individuality, turning the world into one big musical number, and we are comfortable viewing it all from an audience perspective. but when emma cries to YOU, something shifts. the wall is broken. everything about the show is perfectly set up so that by the end you will be whooping and applauding at a character that so desperately needs your help.
it's set up so that you can initially feel you are in line with the heroes of the story, only for it to put you in the same position as the villain. because maybe in reality that isn't as uncommon of a circumstance as you might think. how often do we dismiss ourselves all the while viewing tragedy from a comfortable audience seat, treating it as a spectacle? i think this is the question the show wants you to walk away with.
from emma's perspective in the original TGWDLM production its a moderately sized crowd of us against her (still terrifying), but in the west end theater it's this gigantic surging ocean of people all laughing at her desperation.
anyway all this to say what an insane way to incorporate the audience into the message of your story. riveting shit. live theater is so beautiful
reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts
Today's the anniversary of me making this blog!!
Hello! I know I haven't been active for a little while. This isn't necessarily due to not having interest, just a lack of asks. This is actually the first Tumblr blog I've made. (I have an old throwaway account from when I was super young, but I never posted on that) Thank you all for supporting me on this for all this time.
I thought today would be a good day to post this. So, I've been thinking about a possible revamp for this blog
I made this blog when I wasn't necessarily in the best mental space. So, a lot of my posts reflected that. The majority of my posts centered around self harming, drug/alcohol abuse, unplanned pregnancy, and sometimes more extremes. Either that or just really weird posts that I feel uncomfortable looking back on.
So, I want to basically restart this blog I guess? I'm not going to delete my old posts, because there are still a lot of fun moments and such. But, I'd like to change up the way I rp, and reset the lore for her.
All the people I've interacted with are super great. (Shout-out to @ethan-green-69420. Really cool blog, I've had a lot of fun interactions, one of the first blogs I ever interacted with)
Thank y'all for understanding, and if any of you have any thoughts or opinions lmk!
Also sorry that this post was all over the place, I've been thinking about it for a while, I tried to keep it short.
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Hey
-@foster-alexandra-42069
Hey, Lex!
How's your day been?
[She sits down on his couch, holding a box of pizza]
[ Ethan cracks their knuckles, tilting his head. ]
Eh, it’s been alright, I guess. Much better now, though.
[ He smiles at her. ]
You have drinks right?
[ She nods slowly. ]
Uh, yeah, Last time I checked.
Ok, grab those. I brought pizza, do you want to watch a movie?
[ Once again, he nods, getting up. ]
Sure! What movie?
[ They wander off to their mini-fridge, grabbing the drinks, and sitting back down. ]
Scream?
[She kicks off her shoes and puts the box down on the table]
[ He opens a drink, taking a sip. ]
Yeah, sure. Haven’t seen that movie in forever.
Alright cool
[She opens one as well, and curls up next to him, grabbing the remote]
[ He smiles lovingly at them, wrapping an arm around her. ]
Oh, by the way, Hannah has a school event on Thursday, can you take her? I have to work overtime.
Hey
-@foster-alexandra-42069
Hey, Lex!
How's your day been?
[She sits down on his couch, holding a box of pizza]
[ Ethan cracks their knuckles, tilting his head. ]
Eh, it’s been alright, I guess. Much better now, though.
[ He smiles at her. ]
You have drinks right?
[ She nods slowly. ]
Uh, yeah, Last time I checked.
Ok, grab those. I brought pizza, do you want to watch a movie?
[ Once again, he nods, getting up. ]
Sure! What movie?
[ They wander off to their mini-fridge, grabbing the drinks, and sitting back down. ]
Scream?
[She kicks off her shoes and puts the box down on the table]
[ He opens a drink, taking a sip. ]
Yeah, sure. Haven’t seen that movie in forever.
Alright cool
[She opens one as well, and curls up next to him, grabbing the remote]
Hey
-@foster-alexandra-42069
Hey, Lex!
How's your day been?
[She sits down on his couch, holding a box of pizza]
[ Ethan cracks their knuckles, tilting his head. ]
Eh, it’s been alright, I guess. Much better now, though.
[ He smiles at her. ]
You have drinks right?
[ She nods slowly. ]
Uh, yeah, Last time I checked.
Ok, grab those. I brought pizza, do you want to watch a movie?
[ Once again, he nods, getting up. ]
Sure! What movie?
[ They wander off to their mini-fridge, grabbing the drinks, and sitting back down. ]
Scream?
[She kicks off her shoes and puts the box down on the table]
Hey
-@foster-alexandra-42069
Hey, Lex!
How's your day been?
[She sits down on his couch, holding a box of pizza]
[ Ethan cracks their knuckles, tilting his head. ]
Eh, it’s been alright, I guess. Much better now, though.
[ He smiles at her. ]
You have drinks right?
[ She nods slowly. ]
Uh, yeah, Last time I checked.
Ok, grab those. I brought pizza, do you want to watch a movie?
Hey
-@foster-alexandra-42069
Hey, Lex!
How's your day been?
[She sits down on his couch, holding a box of pizza]
[ Ethan cracks their knuckles, tilting his head. ]
Eh, it’s been alright, I guess. Much better now, though.
[ He smiles at her. ]
You have drinks right?
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Hey
-@foster-alexandra-42069
Hey, Lex!
How's your day been?
[She sits down on his couch, holding a box of pizza]
Happy New Year
-@foster-alexandra-42069
Heyyyy! Happy new year! I'm on my way to the apartment, and I brought pizza with me
Thanks
Ur welcome
Hannah's really excited to see you again
Yeah me too.
I'm sorry about the whole Christmas thing
What are you apologizing for?
The whole " No christmas tree, nothing big, no celebration" grinch thing
Pff, oh that? Nah it's fine.
you sure?
Yeah yeah I get it. Not everyone wants a big fancy celebration
it's not exactly about that
Hm? Then what is it about?
i happen to... struggle a bit... with money.
That's... that's fine.
So I'm sorry
No, no. You don't have to.
I would just feel bad with you spending a bunch of money on us
Aw come on. Just...consider it as my gift or something.
It's just too much
Pleeeaaaase?
I-
If you really want to...
Okay then.
[A few minutes after hanging up, there is a knock on Lex's door]
[Lex opens the door, looking extremely tired]
Woah, hey...
Hey...
You...you don't look like you got a nice sleep.
Yeah probably because I didn't
Dude, you really need it.
It was new years eve
Yeah but, it looks like you pulled ten all nighters.
Thanks.
Hmm?
[He shakes his head and hands her a big pizza box]
Here. I baked it myself.
I was being sarcastic.
And thanks
Oh, okay. Sorry, I don't understand sarcasm sometimes.
And you're welcome.
it's fine.
What'd you put on it?
Everything you want, except for pineapples, of course.
thank you...
Do you want to come in?
Oh, sure.
be warned, it's a bit messy...
That's fine. I'm not exactly known for being clean.
[She opens the door a bit wider. The apartment is a bit disheveled but not too bad.]
[Not too far off from his bedroom. He slowly steps inside]
Hannah's at the mall right now
Ah, I see.
[She slumps down onto the couch]
So what're your plans for this year?
Ummm, nothing, really.
Yeah, same.
My only real plan is that I want to get a few less work hours
So I can see people more
That's good. You can ask your boss about it
Frank? No way in hell
Emma? Maybe
Oh, Emma can be nice. She'll surely lessen the hours if you're nice to her too.
Hopefully
Are you gonna be sleeping more if you do?
Probably not honestly
