✧ mari ♡ 19 y/o genderfae ✧ s.her ♡ radically pro-transgender christian ✧ biromantic asexual ♡ 🇵🇸🫒 ✧ loml @yaboieif ♡ MINORS DNI ✧
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this is the void where i scream about stuff and mostly reblog! i’ve got tags for everything as seen wayyyy down yonder. i also make moodboards for characters and ocs so you can request those too!
format vaguely stolen from lucy but i’m certain she’ll forgive me <3
music ->
taylor swift // charli xcx // lady gaga // tate mcrae // ke$ha // tobymac // sabrina carpenter // jennie // chappell roan // derivakat // marina // mitski // panic! at the disco // ariana grande // olivia rodrigo // aurora // lisa // lana del rey // *i-dle // kylie cantrall // k/da // heartsteel // halsey // emei // itzy // fall out boy // addison rae // katseye // lexie liu // gracie abrams // the warning
tv/movies ->
miraculous ladybug // pokemon sun & moon // murder drones // the amazing digital circus // the disastrous life of saiki k // my little pony friendship is magic (NO SPOILERS HAVEN’T FINISHED) // she-ra princesses of power (ALSO HAVEN’T FINISHED) // the unbreakable kimmy schmidt // schitt’s creek // the mindy project // atla // downton abbey // the big bang theory // friends // andor/the acolyte/bad batch/all of star wars basically // maleficent // guardians of the galaxy (what do you mean there are three movies??? there are only two uh huh….) // spiderverse // barbie // hunger games // the chronicles of narnia // alien stage // project mc2 // the owl house // lego elves secrets of elvendale
games ->
recreational league of legends enjoyer (don’t play, don’t plan to, but love the lore and art and music) // minecraft // sims 4 // roblox // doors // fnaf // dandy’s world // 3008
broadway ->
wicked // moulin rouge (not the movie) // she loves me // newsies // shrek the musical >>>>>>> // holiday inn // dear evan hansen // mean girls // anastasia // six! // heathers // mystic glen (ASK ME ABOUT MYSTIC GLEN. PLEASE) // frozen // aladdin
books/fanfic ->
keeper of the lost cities // the impossible quest // septimus heap // the land of stories // school for good and evil // narnia // artemis fowl don’t even TALK to me about the movie i’m still fuming // amulet // wonder // star of deltora // passerine // thirteen // i wrote this for you (please find this) // wings of starlight
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#mari writes -> i write sometimes
#mari whumps -> i whump sometimes
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reblogging this a second time bc i think it’s really valuable to look at what abuse in kink CAN look like instead of just discussing what it DOESNT look like. I wanna talk about this more but frankly, this isn’t where my experience lies. if anyone has posts on the topic i’d love to read them.
One of the best ones I saw was a thing noting that every single one of the few survivors of suicide jumps off of the Golden Gate Bridge realized, on the way down, that the problems they were killing themselves over actually were fixable or could be worked through...except for the now - extremely unfixable - problem of gravity.
Went to the Holocaust Museum in DC once. There was a video interview of an Auschwitz survivor who said he and some other prisoners stayed up all night with a man who wanted to kill himself. The man didn’t kill himself and survived to liberation.
In the video the survivor said “Never seek a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And they’re all temporary problems.”
Hearing that from a guy who survived the Holocaust rewired my brain a little bit.
I think something a lot of people don't understand is that depression is not suicidality, and suicidality is not depression.
People can, and are, depressed without being suicidal, and sometimes suicidality peaks as people are emerging from depression.
Suicidality is a wave, and the trick is to allow that wave to crest and subside WITHOUT acting on it.
Whatever it takes to ride it out. For some people that's distraction, like watching television. For others it's calling a friend -- not to talk about the suicidality, but just to talk. For others it could be as simple as going to sit in a coffee shop or library, because the presence of other people is a huge diminisher of suicide risk.
That's what suicide safety planning is about. It's like having any other type of emergency plan, like a plan for fire or evacuation. It's making a plan when you are in the frame of mind to do so, so that you can just DO the plan without having to think about it when the occasion arises.
When you're in the midst of suicidal ideation, or even intent, you're not in a problem-solving mood. So knowing past!you, with the help of a therapist hopefully, came up with the plan and all you have to do is follow up until the wave crests and subsides, is what allows you to see another day.
ETA: Here's a link to a safety plan. https://www.samhsa.gov/sites/default/files/988-safety-plan.pdf
There’s a really compassionate and well-written paper/book/thing called Suicide: The Forever Decision that’s written specifically for people who are currently suicidal. The letter to the reader at the beginning is wonderful and deeply understands how to talk to someone who’s suicidal without preaching or talking down to them.
It’s very honest. It’s very clear. It’s very kind. It presents you with a lot of information and a lot of understanding and lets you take it all in like the autonomous human you are, and make decisions from an informed place. It goes over the reality of suicide attempts, pain involved, likelihoods of survival, after effects of attempts, and how to get help if you want it after reading all of that and learning about the reality of suicide attempts.
You can read it for free here: https://qprinstitute.com/pdfs/Forever_Decision.pdf
No one can ever stop you if you’re really determined. Only you can stop yourself. If you’re suicidal and there’s ANY tiny part of you that wants a chance to not go down that route, but can’t convince the rest of you yet, give this short book a try. Or share it with anyone you know who might need it.
“So... We got the exploding diarrhea. Here's my advice for anyone who doesn't have it yet:
It's going to take a minute for the government to pin down where this is coming from, and then issue a recall, because the FDA has been gutted. But, I can tell you, without a shadow of a doubt : this is coming from Taylor Farms produce, and you will see them recalled.
You'll want to avoid all Taylor Farms produce in the grocery store. They supply McDonalds, KFC, Pizza Hut, about any fast food place you can think of.
Raspberries, watermelons, cilantro, and the veggies you're hearing about are not causing this many people to get sick. It's the shredded lettuce, specifically, that's the problem. But, you'll want to stay away from every type of produce this company puts out, because one strand of shredded lettuce is all it takes to contaminate bushels.
Taylor Farms is the source. Taco Bell proactively pulled their produce from their restaurants. You're going to see other fast food places doing this, and probably will see that before the government names a source. The FDA knows this, but they can't come out and tell us all until there's proof, which takes resources and research, which takes manpower, but the FDA has been cut by about 20-30%
During the Biden term, onions at McDonald's had ecoli. We knew this because DNA testing was done quickly and they were able to narrow it down to one place that caused the outbreak. And, it was traced back to Taylor Farms. This isn't going to be solved as quickly though.
When you get this, make a virtual appointment to your PCP - a "same day sick" appointment. Tell them someone in your family just tested for this and was positive and was prescribed Bactrim. If you go in person, they're probably going to make you poop in a cup and wait until results come back to prescribe.
You'll know when you get this. Trust me on all of this.
You'll want to stay hydrated because this parasite damages the lining of the small intestine. Your small intestine, in turn, secretes more water into the gut, and less nutrients and liquid are able to remain in the body. So no matter how much you shit, you're going to want to drink. A day of this leads to dehydration if you don't increase your fluid intake, and a few days will land you in the hospital.
If you have headaches, weakness, muscle cramps, dizziness, or an increase heart rate - hydrate, hydrate, hydrate. Go to the ER for fluids if you can't drink enough.
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And, MAGA - don't blow up the comment section. I argued with y'all on COVID bc I was afraid y'all would die, but I really don't care if you get explosive diarrhea.
I'm just adding a caveat - be careful assuming you have this because I had the symptoms and thought I had it, but what I actually have is pancreatitis. Obviously bactrim won't do shit for that.
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A 19-year-old black trans girl was shot to death this month, and there has been absolutely no media reporting on it - despite extensive reporting on almost identical incidents in the same part of Florida, at the same time. The police, as usual, misgendered her in the police report and have done nothing to find her killer. Her name was Jayla Mcgee. Black trans people deserve to grow old.
Police misgendered Jayla McGee, local media overlooked her homicide, and her community was left to make sure she was not erased.
shopping for jeans and actually being excited to move up sizes 🥹 genuinely so staggering how tied-in ed culture is with organized religion. anyway i got five new pairs that are a little loose but i’m gonna get to grow into them and that’s so beautiful NEVER GIVE UP!!!! never give up because someday you will get to size up your jeans and have an ass and have a tummy and and and
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