heartsick

That’s your call.

Farmings production of grapes is improving that’s probably why.

I’m not. I know they’ll like you.

Exactly. I feel like it was only yesterday she was hanging off my leg singing silly songs on the way to school.

It’s a big day, she’s been planning a lot for this. I’m more nervous today than when we got married.

I bet she’s already buzzing, caffeine not included. 

How’s she going?

Yeah. I do.

Could we try this whole thing again?

I believe you…. I forgive you.

I can’t lie and say it didn’t absolutely suck to find out about the spying. But I know what it all must have looked like in the beginning, I know what people say about me. I couldn’t believe how easy it was not to care about any of that, to just want to be with you and that was it. 

Knowing all of this now… It changes everything.

I think what hurt most was thinking the whole thing meant nothing to you.

Yeah, I am….Why didn’t you tell me you tried to quit the spying gig? Or that you fought for me in those council meetings?

Hopefully with some rest you’ll be back to normal….I’m glad you’re okay.