Sheer Ennui

I have been with my partner for 6 months now and it has been amazing. I really love them a whole lot and this is the healthiest relationship I’ve ever been in. They were so supportive during my fall semester when I was writing my masters capstone project and stressed as hell and even now when I’m searching for a “big girl job” they are so supportive and have even sent me job openings they thing I would be happy in. As someone with depression I never thought it was possible for another person to make me so happy and truly want to make myself better for them. I’m just really mushy and feel so lucky that they love me as much as I love them. Things are just so different and good with them and I’ve even started contemplating marriage. I have always assumed I’d never get married and that was fine with me. But now things are different. They said they would relocate with me if I get a job in a different state or even country... they lived in Europe for 5 years and returned to the US to care for their parents but are willing to move anywhere to be with me. Which is crazy. Sometimes I wonder why they are with me. I am almost 25 and they just turned 33, they have a job and are a whole ass adult, I don’t have a job and am basically a fetus. But they care about me and want to be with me. I am just happy and need to vent about it