I wish I didn’t take everything to heart. I wish when you answer my questions with vague answers or facials expression that it didn’t make my heart feel like it’s falling out my chest. Why do I always feel like the people I like will never like me as much as I like them :( I’m really emotional rn and just wanna cry.

I wanna rant about my brother for a sec. not that it matters no one will see this. I still can’t believe you’re gone Tyler, it’s been 7 months but I still cry all the time. You didn’t deserve what happened to you. I just wish I could see your stupid face again. I wish I could walk to your house in the middle of the night and talk to you about what’s going on at home. We weren’t brothers by blood but you were definitely someone I consider as one. I wish I could’ve been there to take that bullet for you. I wish you could’ve met my daughter. She acts so much like you. I wish this pain would stop. I wish all this regrets would go away. I wish these tears would stop. I really fucking miss you man.