🍓🦴brii🍀🐾

this is the new pinned post

randomly scribbling is so fun i love being a cute boy!

also i joined artfight : aziadoodle

can a guy not even exist now? like wowww im starving and i want a cracker i deserve to die and get beaten ig now? like? fuck you ho calling me a motherfucker when i just wanted a cracker FUCK YOU im done- ruining my whole day ruin my whole night scream at me and try to hurt me JUST BECAUSE I WANTED A CRACKER you're a joke

can i just wake up and this will all be over and everything was always okay and i was just overthinking it or it was a misunderstanding or it just didn't happen? can you throw me a bone just this once so it can all be better?

"will i ever feel the same? or not really?"

"I feel I'm missing a whole different world..."

sorry kitten but daddy is about to kill himself

imma have to be emo horrorcore rq everyone look away &accept it thx heheh

NOT THIS CHUD AGAIN ARGHH

yeah it just kinda sucks yk

and suddenly less things matter when ur alone... i look back at all the times i had joy and it feels very meaningless now bec it wasn't really fully the actions that made it fun it was just the fact that i shared it with someone i loved sm with all my heart... i don't love them anymore but if i was more naive than i was now i would've believed i couldn't love someone as much as i loved them maybe it wasn't in a way that they wanted but it was pure romantic childishly platonic love we were the best of friends and promised to be together forever with a proposal of love my memories are so fond if not tainted by their withered heart and dark intentions and lies but my heart was true and im really not sure i could love someone as much as them i probably shouldn't ever because it was as painful as it was sweet

i know i know it's all rose tinted memories i don't miss them i think but i do yearn for something to fill that hole in my heart i know im more tired and less trusting and less willing and more fractured from my last love but i do hope i find that happiness again and I'm not sure I'll find it in myself no matter how much i heal myself or think of myself better it comes to a point where my heart is full yet empty with space perfectly fit for someone else... 𖹭

im not even sure if i just miss what kind of person i thought they were or being in a relationship idek... we had such a unique relationship dynamic :c i don't think I'll ever find again.. they were ace and i think i really liked that about them.. i feel like everyone outside of me is too much & I'm too sheltered and they feel like the perfect fit in the way that i hate that partners are expected to be very lustful... 😵‍💫 i very much hate that element bec i would consider myself on the ace spec but finding ace ppl is very much a unicorn...!!! ACK! the thought of someone flirting at me in the way most ppl do makes me feel gross on the inside i wish and hope for a pure and soft love...

drew my roblox avatar i love it sm!!!!!!

a mix between these doggies is very me coded :3 i feel it in my very soul <3 ans i already call myself shiba sometimes in my thoughts hehehe!! and ofc i would me smol fluffy pupper :p bec soo cute and me!

🐾 also think a husky is very me coded too sometimes heh awuu 🐕