oh man

my blog’s theme is me. a compilation of every single thing i love. every interest. every musing. and everything in between.

crossfaded on what no longer is and what remains to be seen

not photogenic but i probably look sooo good as a distant memory

as I’ve got older I’ve realised the literal worst or most life destroying thing can happen and then u wake up the next day and it’s like. Ok now what

If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

you ever feel that deep ache in your chest and it feels like you can’t breathe and you’re not sure what’s real or fake and you’re not sure if you’re alive anymore and you feel so intensely empty and like a void is inside of you you just feel so reckless wanting to do something anything to fill that black hole in your chest and you just might try to run away or cvt or even expire yourself idk guys i’m just rambling

backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol

am i just not good enough for you??? do i just not make you happy enough??? i can be more like her. i can do it. i can change myself so you'll love me. please just love me. please.