happily dying

WHY THE FUCK is healing so damn hard??

this is a survey : like/reblog if you ever tried to, or straight up slept on the floor as a kid, because you felt like you didn’t deserve a bed, pillow or covers (even once counts!)

I shouldn’t have to even say it, but, that is NOT NORMAL, that is extreme and I wanna scream for all of you who were put thru that, we’re living in the world where adults manage to brainwash children into thinking BEDS are too good for them. What the fuck. All children deserve basic comfort. No matter what.

i am broken. i am empty. i am easily destroyed. and it's all your fault. i am nothing. i am everything. i am insane. i hate myself i hate you i hate everything. my rage is boiling me inside. or like a thunder, it's rumbling. inside me. i don't deserve you. i don't deserve love. care. attention. anything. please please please don't ever leave me please

it hurts so bad  you don’t even talk about me or think about me anymore you hate me and it hurts so bad  you don’t even love me anymore

if you don’t love me anymore please don’t pretend that you do — my heart is weak and i can’t handle another breakdown

i’m completely unlovable 🥰💖 it’s so easy to replace me because i’m not remarkable in any way and no one will ever regard me as important ❤️😍 i’m always the last choice 😽✨ i will always be left behind for better people and everyone will always get tired of me and leave me 🌈🌟