ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME, ME,

mph i guess ive been doing ok

And I wish somebody cared

Its getting bad again

Who up feeling unloved

but even then im optimistic. its only been up as of late. ive only gone up

also idk ive gotten way better at not being scared that people hate me. but this makes me fall into kinda apathy bc im bad at texting ppl first and it makes me really anxious but when i dont worry that im hated. i dont worry about talking often either. its hard i need to balance things out so i canactually be a DECENT FRIEND LOL

i miss the people who hurt me 😁😁😁😁😁i miss the people who hurt me!!!

I miss when my blog was popular but i cant be bothered to make those corny yanderecore images anymore lol

My new theme is pretty cool i think

and like the thing with self love and being kind to yourself is it feels so weird and wrong im like "no i cant say these nice things about myself im an awful person and i need to remember that at all times to atone for it" girl what are you talkinv about. you are just some guy. and ill just keep saying nice things about myself till they feel true. because its ok and im allowed to do that

we stay normal

also also i dont have a crush on v anymore i think

Ok ive been so good at being normal lately I havent broken down in the entirety of January :3 :3 :3 :3

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