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had a program come out after years of dormancy. and hes. not what i was told he was. hes a delight to have around, sure he gets angry, but we all do, and it just makes me think how many more programs in my system have i been thought to be evil and malicious turn out to be just. wanting to help but not knowing how.

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writing an exam and our hand was getting so tired from writting and all i heard was him in co going "GOGOG OGOG GO BRO BRO... BRO. GOOOOOO HOME STRETCH BRO." this is the guy i was told to worry about? crazy

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" ill support you in whatever decision you take " bro youre the reason why i even have to make this decision

had a program come out after years of dormancy. and hes. not what i was told he was. hes a delight to have around, sure he gets angry, but we all do, and it just makes me think how many more programs in my system have i been thought to be evil and malicious turn out to be just. wanting to help but not knowing how.

#a love letter to our Dante lmao #shout out to dante hes the actual goat

The big part of my Cotard's has been equated towards always being threatened, that I would be dead. WOULD. Yet I already felt empty, like nothing was fulfilling, so it was conformation. I was already dead.

I'm moving to a country that I had the best life in, and I am so excited, I'm happy I haven't forgotten the language, it's likely the farthest from the cult I'll ever be in terms of countries. On a brighter side, look at my shading improve already lmao

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=why the fuckis it always when i need ihm the most hes out having fun hwy the fuck is when i need him the moste hes not fucking there i hope so much i dreally do that he has his head split oepn why the fuck do i alwasy have to suffer alone but he getsd comforted by me and his fuckadss irl freinds i hope that friend of his fuckingf gr

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Today marks the day I wouldve been 18, in a white dress, with my hair freshly cut, getting married. Getting married to the man that was +50 than me, the man who promised little me i would be his bride, the man who went out of his way to fix my mutilation to fit his preference.

In that timeline, thats my wildest dream. Today, thats my worst ever nightmare. I keep looking behind me, feeling staring eyes pinning me down to the wall, asking if im excited, asking if this was what i had been waiting for all my life, if the torture, if the assault, if all of the mutilations were worth it.

I am glad to be sitting on my balcony, smoking a ciggarette and listening to music, none of these things wouldve been approved by the old freak, and i am so glad to know hes rolling in his grave.

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