sigh

BPD is literally just going, “This is the saddest and emptiest I have ever felt and no human being has ever experienced a depression this intense in the history of ever” three times a day every day for the rest of your life with each time somehow still feeling genuine.

my shit brain anytime anyone does something to hurt me: kill yourself it’s the only way they will ever feel bad

hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof

I’ve never seen anything so accurate though

do you ever wonder if your fp talks to other people the way they talk to you?

do you ever just remember how Unnecessary you are? How little you’re needed?

NPD - being devastated when a person you’re not interested in dates or compliments a person other than you

that npd feeling when you think you miss someone but you later realize that really you just miss the attention and the narc supply you get from being with them

tppdfw you wait in the car for your mom while she gets groceries and u panic and think she's dead or she's been kidnapped

Tppdfw revenge is always better than forgiveness

Tppdfw you remember the first time you trusted someone and how quickly they betrayed you

When people say “I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy” it doesn’t make me think “oh god it must be really bad then” it makes me think “you clearly don’t hate your worst enemy as much as I hate mine”

“holding grudges isn’t good for you” yeah well neither is people hurting me and getting away w/ it so here we are