my fiancé had me the best problem to ever had

which was having too much weed lol

he buys the weed and i smoke them lol

i have no idea w strains and flavors and stuff

and clearly he does

he gets excited and buys some when we enter a dispensary

which was every where in samui

smoking in our balcony was paradise

but the dispensary by the literal beach wins it

we were playing chess whilst sharing a joint AND having a foot massage

the massage ladies didn’t stop and gave us a foot scrub too

that I wanted to be a youtuber

I liked how they romanticised their lives

lol check me out tryna justify it

but I am a private ferson

I still haven’t updated my instagram when I used to do monthly photo dumps

last time i posted was sept lol

and if i become a YouTuber, i dont want my face to be out there

u know what i mean?

which means i need to find a niche

like how am i supposed to romanticise my life without outing myself lol

though there are already content creators who does that

and my life is not aesthetic at allllll

soooo bottom line is

maybe i dont want to be a youtuber

i just want their paycheck lel

my train of thought

has gone to the gutter