Hi everyone! I'm Fifi, and here's what's on my mind this month!
I figured it's time to introduce myself in a way that feels authenticâsharing my name without my thoughts felt hollow. My plan is to create a new collage as the things I chew on change over time. Optimistically, maybe every month or so, because to me "who are you?" remains the eternal question.
I'd love to hear from you if any of these are on your mind too!
A few things to note: This blog is a space for adults, with adult content. Minors DNI.
While I'm primarily in the Marauders fandom right now, who knows where I will wander next. If you don't know what horrors JKR is up to by now, please don't engage with me.
Transphobia and bigotry of any kind won't fly here.
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"You should create for yourself" and "it's okay to feel discouraged when creating your own original projects if no one interacts with them" are two sentences that should be able to co-exist with each other
On the one hand, you should kill that capitalist in your head that tells you to make art only for the enjoyment of other people. On the other hand, it's totally fine to be disappointed that you spent hours or even days on something that only got 4 notes. You can feel both ways.
chatgpt is a threat to the symbiotic relationship between fanfic writers and their betas. we are losing our traditions. eradicate the soulless machine and ask your friend who has a full time job and 3 kids to annotate your omegaverse fanfiction like any other responsible adult.
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for me being bi has contributed a huge amount to noticing all the ways in which romance and friendship run together and i think in general people would benefit from recognizing that romance and friendship are socially constructed categories used to describe a vast, nebulous, and often overlapping range of feelings
Every Relationship is actually a specific, unique thing. We invented Shorthands, such as Friend or Husband, to help describe recurring motifs in Relationships. But. The labels are simplifications. They will always fail to adequately contain the entirety of the Relationship.
I have to reread bits of OOTP for my fic and I just stumbled on the bit with Molly trying to get rid of the boggart.
The bit where it turns into Harry, dead on the floor, and Sirius sees it and is stuck staring at it for the rest of the scene. And now i realise he's probably seeing James because they're practically twins - how James would have looked in Godric's Hollow, he's seeing his best friend's last moment on this earth on a random Tuesday on the floor of his parent's awful house, and he can't tear his eyes away.
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Pricing and selling something Iâve made remains terrifying, but today I had an email from someone who bought a painting in 2022 and wanted another. I am thrilled. Itâs so real and my praise kink is whirring lol. I wish I could go back and tell baby Fi that weâre doing thisâŚweâre an artist, baby-me!!
Thank you for the tags @zoemillinwrites , @tragicallyinevitable and @anonymouse-notarat đ¤ hereâs June in pics.
A bee that bumps into me often. Lots of walks for my stuck dogbrain. Campfires. Got my elbow tattooed and took this pic in the shop afterwardsâidk i was near delirious and it seemed like heavenly wisdom at the time. Lots of cooking! My precious tomato and terrible lettuce. found a tiny earring that I was bummed to have lost (over a year later). Whatâs meant to be, will be?
Open tag because Iâve seen quite a few and Iâm late. But if youâre also late and want to document June, please tag me!
Georgia OâKeeffe, from a letter to Alfred Stieglitz featured in My Faraway One: Selected Letters of Georgia O'Keeffe and Alfred Stieglitz: Volume One, 1915-1933
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Would you? by Mikibou
âWould you still love me if ⌠I was a worm?â
âA worm?â Remus scrunched his nose.
âYeahâ, Sirius said.
âDisgusting. Would it still be you?â
âYeah Iâd still have my brain.â
âBut you couldnât talk?â
âNo.â
Remus sighed. âGuess Iâd have to.â
Sirius has questions. And now, so does Remus. Questions that could change lives.
[Teen | 2,765 words]
lover's moon. by @heysaykitkat
Remus starts to notice it after he turns thirty-nine.
[Explicit | 3,518 words]
Idita-Ruff by @r33sespieces
Sirius skims the articleâa thousand miles; harsh terrain; one out of five mushers scratchâand huffs. âI could do that.â
âHmm?â Remus hums, still engrossed in his article.
Sirius nods toward the magazine. âI could run that. That race.â
Remus tilts his head and his brows furrow as Siriusâs words finally sink in. âOh?â
âAbsolutely.â Sirius is certain of it.
âAs aâŚmusher?â Remus clarifies.
âNo, obviously not as a musher. As Padfoot.â
[Teen | 4,717 words]
The Many Moods of Remus J. Lupin by neilistic
âSiriusââ Remus caught his arm and made him look. They were rocks in a river of bodies, forced to divert around them. âIâm going home.â
âNo youâre not.â
He closed in, there were still inches there, but the crowd faded away into obscurity. It was just them, the quiet, and the red.
âIf you were going to, you wouldâve done it already. Youâre mine for the night.â
[Explicit | 7,481 words]
Good Vibrations by @sliebman10
Sirius has had to go on a number of business trips recently. This time, he leaves Remus a present to make the time go by faster.
[Explicit | 3,048 words]
old dogs (new tricks) by @barkingatthemooninsteadofwriting
Remus tries not to think too hard about the fact that Sirius has been staying in bed until noon lately.
He's always been one to wake early, rising with the sun and tackling the day with unbridled enthusiasm while Remus slept on, but now he canât remember the last time that happened. Remus knows that theyâre both getting olderâin their sixties, which had seemed impossible when they were young and dumb and in the middle of their first war, but here they areâand logically he knew that one day Sirius would lose his still boyish nature. Remus hasnât felt young since the late seventies, when his joints started popping every time he moved and he enjoyed an early bedtime over partying with his friends, but he couldnât ever imagine that happening to Sirius, who has always been so full of life and vigor.
The thing is, if Remus is being honest with himself, heâs pretty sure that it canât be chalked up to the fact that theyâre aging.
[Mature | 5,097 words]
Remus Lupinâs Extremely Innocent, Totally Not a Pretext, Transport Excursion by @theblueblues-ao3
Itâs just a normal day.
A quiet museum about magical transport.
A half pint at a sensible pub.
A well-earned ride home on Siriusâs beloved bike.
Remus has his book. Sirius has his opinions. Everything is exactly as it should be.
(Except for the part where Remus decides to remind Siriusâslowly, thoroughlyâwhat it means to wait. And what it means to beg. And why, actually, trains are sexy and public transport is foreplay if you do it right.)
Remus loves days like this.
[Explicit | 2,449 words]
Pyre by @bonebloom
Sirius meets Remus when heâs seven and Remus is eleven. They grow up together, making mistakes and bargains that burn hot. Sirius is obsessive. He's learnt that love always means to conquer. But he's not ready for Remus, who yearns for the right cage. As they fall into each other, they find that holding a line between love, possession, and power may never be possible for them.
OR
Sirius is a Prince, and Remus is his whipping boy.
[Explicit | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | 7,801 words]
The degree of betrayal by @mundrakan
Remus tries to get a foot into Greyback's pack. He should have known better.
[Mature | Graphic Depictions of Violence | 2,863 words]
Peaches and Cream by @puuvillaa
Sirius watches Remus eat a peach.
[Explicit | 2,663 words]
hope's sweet sting by @sorealis
A look at Remusâ life from the moment he accepted the teaching job at Hogwarts to when he was reunited with his old friends.
Or, that time when Remusâ ex (are you even exes if you never actually broke up?) escaped from prison and he had to pretend it didnât bother him for a year.
[Teen | 6,214 words]
Elephant In The Room by @birdiesnest
After Azkaban, Sirius Blacks body doesn't always work right and he's worried it will effect his blossoming relationship with Remus.
He doesn't need to worry.
[Explicit | 2,377 words]
dreams of reason by swoons
Remusâ infuriatingly hot, wealthy boss is trying to bring back dinosaurs. Remus is a scientist with morals. He thinks.
[Teen | 2,705 words]
One step at a time by @brandileigh2003
Remus gets injured and it becomes quite apparent that the number of stairs at Hogwarts aren't designed with accessibility in mind.
Sirius, James and Peter can't bear to see him in pain and decide to make it easier for him.
[Teen | 5,202 words]
someone to hear your prayers
Sirius Black had never known such hunger until she met Priest Remus Lupin.
[Explicit | Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings | 4,026 words]
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