To be, rather than to seem.

"It would have been easier if you'd just said yes."

Catching up on my posts :,) I really have to catch up on finishing my fanfics of them bc i really want to post themmmm

I really like the first drawing, i was thinking about like the period typical homophobia and their touches being hidden and private, and just imagining holland being like sad and soft, I wrote something similar in one of my fics…

This is a a part of a scene from my fic How Deep Is Your Love on AO3:

he smirks and wishes he could wrap his arms around him in broad daylight.

Jackson scoffs and smiles at that ridiculous line. He turns to look back at the building and then feels Holland’s hand on his own. Without looking away, he turns his palm up to hold his hand, just resting on his right thigh.

Healy doesn’t understand how Holland can want him so much, to himself he didn't seem like much. Just a rough old guy, but March sees something else, something more.

“I wish I could kiss you,” Holland says softly and slightly defeated. Jackson’s heart yearns.

“I know the feeling,” Jack doesn’t turn to look at him because he won’t be able to resist if he looks into March’s eyes. Instead he tightens his hold on his hand and doesn’t let go, not even when they drive away. “

Like do u guys see what I mean :,((( that was the vibe of the first drawing.