bodja

I hate the fact that I couldnt accept myself like non-binary or agender identity when I was younger. I dont hate People who inspired me with this opinion, but im so fuckin mad about myself on that time, because I was sooo addicted from guys who was older and cooler than me so I decided that Im cis-woman. I'm sorry, so terribly sorry that I couldn't live through this experience of gender dysphoria. This GD was and is so big part of my life and I didnt accept this a particle of me.

Now that really big trouble for me, because I'm reaping the fruits of my suppression. It would be better if I decided to be myself when I needed in that.

I dont want to be a t-person because I feel myself in my body and I have not dysphoria NOW. But when I was younger I needed to be in something more than I have now. I'm just a fool who wanted to be loved by at least someone🤕

I need to say to myself something really important. fuck them all. Fuck all who say that your aroace particle of you is abnormal condition.

thx if u read all of my peace of shit that I write here❤️‍🩹