A Bonita Life

Welcome to my once in a decade tarot pile reading. Choose a pile

PILE 1

There is a change, an opportunity coming into your life that you are stressing about. For some of you, this change includes having to move abroad, or the moving is the change itself. The stress level comes from the fact that this is something that you deeply want. You have wished and waited for this opportunity for so long. You have worked and invested in this moment, knowing that is something that you are meant to do. Despite everything, you worry about not being good enough for it. You made this situation seem so grand and so out of reach, that now, when it is finally here, it feels unbelievable. It is here in your hands, at your level and you still question yourself. Stop questioning and go for it. It is here for you because you deserve it. It is here because you have worked and waited for it. You are allowed to let good things happen to you. Embrace the change, move forward, take what you know, and be ready to learn the uknown.

PILE 2

You are stressed about the friendship environment that surrounds you. You have been around these people for years now. You have done everything to fit in or be good enough for them. But no matter what they do, they don’t accept the real you. They may accept a fake personality that you put on, but it drains you out, and the mask can’t stay forever on. You are judged again every time it slips. On the same side, they never take you seriously, your words don’t mean anything to them. If you are questioning about what you should do, this is an easy leave. These are not the only people in the world. There are so many people out there ready to love you for who you are. Don’t be afraid to make the first step towards them. There is nothing but familiarity that is keeping you with your current friends. However, there is a better type of comfort than familiarity. It is called security and understanding. Don’t be afraid of puting yourself first.

For some people choosing this pile, it may not be that deep. You are probably working ona group project where it feels like you do all the work and it is draining you out. You are already dreaming about all the new things you can do after you finish this project, or going back to working with your usual partners. Keep it up just a little, this thing will soon finish and you can go back to your usual routine.

PILE 3

You are stressed about whether you should keep up what you are doing. This is something you have really put your effort into, consequently you expect to get result for all the work you have done. However, you keep waiting and the rewards are still not coming You go and put even more effort, and still, no results. It is to a point where you think that it is unfair towards you. But this is the thing for you, this situation of yours is not one where you can work smarter rather than harder; you can’t go and take the easy route just because it is available. If you really want the rewards that you think you deserve, you need to do everything step by step. You have to show that you are eager to work for want you want. You have to prove that this is not some superficial thing for you. Of course you can give up any day. It is you making the decision after all. But know, that if you really want it and you think you deserve it, you need to prove it.

PILE 4

You are stressed by a sudden and unexpected change in your life. This is a thing that really stresses the shit out of you, considering your stable personality. You are someone who likes to have things under control and be aware about everything that is happening around, so this situation really took a toll on you. And I don’t think it is the usual stressed for you, it seems liked your world has been turned upside down and everything is ruining around you. I am here to tell you that it is okay. Breathe. This is the universe telling you that you are part of nature and there is nothing predictable when it comes to nature. All those mountains that you are stressed about are just hills if you learn how to let go of control. I would advise having someone to look up to and give you guidance during this period. Trust their advice and trust yourself.

PILE 5

You are stressed about growing up, either physically or as a person. You have so much potential in you, you can become greater and greater, but you are scared of it. You have your little habits, your usual place, and all the people you know that you are used to. You are scared to leave them all behind. You are scared of venturing into the uknown. It looks like this big thing that you don’t believe you can handle. But a little tip, nobody actually knows what they are getting into when they grow up. Of course your routines and people are comfortable and secure, but you will be stuck in a place of what you are with only dreams of what you could be. You can make those dreams reality. Yes, you will have to give up some of the things that are comfortable, but if you don’t do it, you will never get to experience the better things that will come instead of them.

PILE 6