Boomerang Cheoreom

Its been a year and a half since i entered a relationship. Its long distance tho. Anyways i havent wrote anything in my tumblr for so long and i need to weite about my feelings somewhow. A lot of questioning going in my head. Am i doing this right? Is there something wrong with me? Is this gonna be my future? Theres so much uncertainty and its been hard. Even tho im in a relarionship i feel so empty inside. Maybe because we rarely talk? Or dont video call or even text? Its just he tries to run cos our conversations will turn into fights. We just dont understand each other. He thinks i dont give a fuck about him when i actually do care. Its just not in my priority. Sometimes i always think if its easier to break free. Or maybe im crying bcos i know im moving on? And when the time comes that its the end.. i will feel nothing cos im moving on right now?