I want to cut I want to cry I want to cut I want to cry

Ill starve myself just so you’ll touch me again

Here I am again….. same shit different day. I’m losing weight though which is good.

Nothing ever changes does it

Update bitches, so still chucks but I’ve been on antidepressants and mood stabilizers the last new weeks and they have helped forsure but I still want a hug. I need a hug but why do I always have to say it?

Been on meds 4 days now. So far so good but I know it takes awhile.

I’m so annoyed like I don’t give a fuck if someone doesn’t care about me

It’s Christmas and things are weird. I’m weird. I wish I wasn’t like this anymore. I am trying to go to therapy. I’m alone but it’s my choice. I don’t want any negative outcome from this.

This isn’t what I want anymore help

I want to cut so bad

I’m going to have a good day I don’t care. I’m not letting shit get to me, everything is what is it.

How fucking ungrateful! I get you a whole fucking gift a whole stupid game you wanted and I can’t even get a HUG!!! A FUCKING HUG!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m such a fool. Why did I do this to myself

I want space. If I can’t be loved in the ways I need to like I’ve expressed for years like what the fuck am I doing. Go live with your family your whole life. Let me go find someone who can love me and actually want to love me how I need it. This is so fucking stupid I’m so much more worthy than this!!!!!!!! Fuck!!!

With every tear that try’s to fall and doesn’t, the stronger I get. I have myself

What I knew was gonna happen if things didn’t get better has happened.now what?