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My journey is coming to an end and I'm ready to go back home. I have a lot of sitting to do. A lot of reflecting. A lot of crying, feeling. A lot to digest. So many people I've met and come to love. So many beautiful memories. So many painful ones. What I've lost. But what I've gained. #photography #gopro #yeaitookthat #mountain #spirit #soul #people #memories #emotion #pain #overcome #heal #grow #butterfly #love #light #life #balance #atmosphere #energy #vibes #journey #inspire #explore #create #moments #feelvibesthrumyeyes #sanpedro #nature #loss https://www.instagram.com/p/CIJu0vBnF6Q/?igshid=1q7jquwvbhw5o

So far at this ayahuasca retreat I've transformed so much..so much shedding..tears, pain..beauty. Appreciation. Transformation. I clearly see why i seen so many butterflies when i first arrived in Vilcabamba. The city is alive. Great powerful spirits reside here. And they heard my prayers and intentions. I've felt, seen, and experienced so nuch love in the air. More than i ever have in my life i believe. My experiences so far i realized how deeply wounded I am. How hurt i am by never experiencing a real mother daughter connection. How much it pains me that i never knew my birth mother. That it was taken from me. That a lot of things were taken from me. My heart longs to know who she is, where she is, how she is doing, what my blood family is like, who they are, what they look like, what they into. So many things, so many questions. So many answers i can only imagine. I know know i must feel until i cannot anymore with no substitutions. I know i am on the right path, i feel it. The way Ecuador rolled off my tongue just felt right previous to me booking my flight. Now that I am here, i don't wanna leave. Something that comforts me through my deepest hearts desire, is knowing I am my mother. Everytime I look in the mirror, i see her. @motherkhai is the first one to tell me that. It brough tears to my eyes that night. Tonight while i do the ayahuasca i am going to ask why you are in my life mama. Why everyone i met so far is in my life. For they are here for a reason. Even the people that were in my life for a season. Everyone you meet has somethin to teach. Everyone and everything is a mirror. What is it reflecting? #photography #selfportrait #inspire #explore #create #reflection #ayahuasca #plantmedicine #healing #journey #spirituality #heartsdesire #love #holistic #sanpedro #ecuador #spirit #atmosphere #light #energy #keepexpanding #culture #feelvibesthrumyeyes #nature #asian #breathe #meditate #overcome #grow #transformation https://www.instagram.com/p/CH6HqMxHWE2/?igshid=1c8xww5d4r22w

The way you speak to yourself matters. #photography #canon70d #50mm #philly #citylife #bikelife #moment #candid #inspire #explore #create #life #balance #atmosphere #festival #keepexpanding #speak #words #power #bekindtoyourself #feelvibesthrumyeyes #light #energy #vibes #journey #atmosphere #love #streetphotography #people #festival https://www.instagram.com/p/CHpIl5ZnGlz/?igshid=1id9j2tnav3d4

A huge amount of freedom comes when you take nothing personally. #photography #canon70d #50mm #philly #personally #freedom #candid #moment #atmosphere #light #energy #vibes #journey #feelvibesthrumyeyes #inspire #explore #create #love #streetphotography #people #festival #life #balance #breathe #keepexpanding #bikelife https://www.instagram.com/p/CHpH2yIHvqK/?igshid=1b8p2nncxetes

Lately I been observing and analyzing my subconscious mind. Which is where 90% of your reality lies. It's helped me disect a lot of things in my psych. Gave me fresh outlooks and perspectives on issues and people in my life. Life is so beautiful and I'm blessed to be having this 3d experience right now. Good and bad, yin and yang. #photography #sonya6400 #35mm #subconscious #inspire #explore #create #plants #life #psychology #life #love #light #dark #kellydrive #philly #3d #spirituality #dreams #yinyang #balance #breathe #overcome #power #energy #keepexpanding #vibes #atmosphere #feelvibesthrumyeyes #consiousness #journey https://www.instagram.com/p/CHlBVh6nGo1/?igshid=g6abtd2se38e

Grass looks greener on the other side cause they watering and tendin to theirs. #innerwork #photography #canon70d #50mm #grass #grow #heal #improve #keepexpanding #love #life #atmosphere #balance #feelvibesthrumyeyes #energy #vibes #journey #inspire #explore #create #nature #focus #water https://www.instagram.com/p/CHZDQARH1wY/?igshid=1clfkjq73app7

Even flowers excel in positive environments and wither in negative ones. #photography #canon70d #50mm #art #frequencies #nature #inspire #explore #create #moment #flowers #plants #lighting #sun #ra #vibes #life #balance #atmosphere #feelvibesthrumyeyes #light #environment #words #power #energy #keepexpanding #love #breathe #grow #heal https://www.instagram.com/p/CHXblP_HDBj/?igshid=eec6jjxfkb22

If I don't consciously remember, my subconscious will. #photography #sonya6400 #35mm #canon70d #50mm #feelvibesthrumyeyes #nature #spirituality #love #light #life #balance #atmosphere #energy #mushroom #forest #consious #subconscious #fuel #breathe #inspire #explore #create #meditate #moment #earthtones #intelligence #memory https://www.instagram.com/p/CHOZD7mH9-e/?igshid=zloq8elsun79

Your words hurt me more than your hands ever did. #photography #sonya6400 #35mm #silence #suffering #healing #resilience #abuse #survivor #inspire #explore #create #moment #atmosphere #light #energy #vibes #journey #love #feelvibesthrumyeyes #startwirhyourself #sculpture #soul #art #expression #feeling #breathe #overcome #powerful https://www.instagram.com/p/CHK4vf4HvRo/?igshid=1uyfmmcz1c6ys

Everything moves. Nothing is static. We intergalactic. #illusions #photography #sonya6400 #35mm #silence #earth #water #life #ripple #vibration #intergalactic #lawsoftheuniverse #love #inspire #explore #create #moment #atmosphere #light #energy #vibes #leaf #feelvibesthrumyeyes #matter #stream #motion https://www.instagram.com/p/CHJoPmUnZWs/?igshid=x0uqihe6obee