i'm blueupsidedownsoul. you can call me Blue! i am an adult, i'm simply uncomfortable stating my age.
this blog is mostly dedicated to Undertale. i like Undertale. a lot. sans is my bread slice. i will eventually attempt to write my own headcanons. and fics. eventually. someday. soon. maybe.
HAHA I DID IT!! here's the link to the masterpost. requests are currently open - if you would like to just ramble, no request, please do!!
i do rarely post about other things, like Gravity Falls, My Hero Academia, The Arcana Visual Novel, Lupin III by Monkey Punch, and Star Wars. i like to rotate characters in my head like a microwave (analysis. i love analysing).
i have old abandoned wips for each that i do someday want to go back to. i miss my ocs man. i miss my boys.
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even though i don't post about them much (correction: at all), i do have a few ut aus. i can't draw for shit so anything i post will unfortunately be in text form. i try my best.
the four aus i have are: Kaleidoscope (IRRHITB), SpacetimeTale, SoulVessel, and Tale the Third/3rdtale (inspired by and loosely based on the Lupin III anime). i'll probably never get around to writing the fics/making comics for any of them but i will keep adding onto my notes. feel free to ask questions about any of the aus, i like yapping.
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i'm planning a utmv fanfic at the minute and, for lore reasons, i gave Dream and Nightmare new names: Sunbeam and Moonlight. they are still referred to as Dream and Nightmare as that is how the general population perceive them, but close friends and those who know better call them by their new names (and some may even tack on a 'lord' at the beginning. Sunbeam only goes by lord, Moonlight goes by both lord and lady; he doesn't particularly care about adress).
I just wrote 8 pages when I haven't written in months and was beginning to think I'd never be able to again. Idk what it is, but I am sharing and manifesting this energy for every writer who sees this. May you write 8 quality pages effortlessly and find joy writing once more
people will say “they’re only friends” and then show me two people who would crawl through broken glass to hear the other laugh once. two people who have memorized each other’s coffee orders, fears, childhood stories, and emergency contacts. two people who would haunt each other’s houses as ghosts. be serious.
Just an FYI—the original intention of this post was to challenge the way people say only friends, as though friendship is somehow lesser than other forms of love. As if being deeply known, cherished, and chosen by another person could ever be a small thing. Normalize profound platonic love. Some of the most fulfilling, transformative, and enduring relationships we will ever have are friendships. 🫶🏼
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If more pressure is put on a bone than it can stand, it will split or break.
A break of any size is called a fracture.
If the broken bone punctures the skin, it is called an open fracture (also sometimes called a compound fracture).
A stress fracture is a break in the bone that develops because of repeated or prolonged forces against the bone. The repeated stress weakens the bone until it finally breaks.
Symptoms
A visibly out-of-place or misshapen limb or joint
Swelling, bruising, or bleeding
Pain that may be severe
Numbness and tingling
Broken skin with bone protruding
Limited mobility or inability to move a limb or put weight on the leg
Common Causes
Fall from a height
Trauma
Motor vehicle accidents
Direct blow
Child abuse
Repetitive forces, such as those caused by running, can cause stress fractures of the foot, ankle, tibia, or hip
DO NOT
DO NOT move the person unless the broken bone is stable.
DO NOT move a person with an injured hip, pelvis, or upper leg unless it is absolutely necessary. If you must move the person, pull the person to safety by their clothes (such as by the shoulders of a shirt, a belt, or pant legs).
DO NOT move a person who has a possible spine injury.
DO NOT attempt to straighten a bone or change its position unless blood circulation appears hampered and no medically trained personnel are nearby.
DO NOT try to reposition a suspected spine injury.
DO NOT test a bone's ability to move.
FRACTURES
A fracture is a partial or complete break in the bone. When a fracture happens, it’s classified as either open or closed:
Open fracture (compound fracture): The bone pokes through the skin and can be seen. Or a deep wound exposes the bone through the skin.
Closed fracture (simple fracture). The bone is broken, but the skin is intact.
Fractures have a variety of names. Here is a list of types that may happen:
Greenstick. This is an incomplete break. A part of the bone is broken, causing the other side to bend.
Transverse. The break is in a straight line across the bone.
Spiral. The break spirals around the bone. This is common in a twisting injury.
Oblique. The break is diagonal across the bone.
Compression. The bone is crushed. This causes the broken bone to be wider or flatter in appearance.
Comminuted. The bone has broken into 3 or more pieces. Fragments are present at the fracture site.
Segmental. The same bone is broken in 2 places, so there is a "floating" piece of bone.
Avulsion. The bone is broken near a tendon or ligament. A tendon or ligament pulls off a small piece of bone.
Symptoms may be a bit different for each person. Symptoms of a broken or fractured bone may include:
Sudden pain
Trouble using or moving the injured area or nearby joints
Unable to bear weight
Swelling
Obvious deformity
Warmth, bruising, or redness
The symptoms of a broken bone may seem like other health conditions or problems. Always see a healthcare provider for a diagnosis.
Treatment of Fractures
The goal of treatment is:
to put the pieces of bone back in place,
control the pain,
give the bone time to heal,
prevent complications, and
restore normal use of the fractured area.
Treatment may include:
Splint or cast. This immobilizes the injured area to keep the bone in alignment. It protects the injured area from motion or use while the bone heals.
Medicine. This may be needed to control pain.
Traction. This is the use of a steady pulling action to stretch certain parts of the body in a certain direction. Traction often uses pulleys, strings, weights, and a metal frame attached over or on the bed. The purpose of traction is to stretch the muscles and tendons around the broken bone. This helps the bone ends to align and heal.
Surgery. Surgery may be needed to put certain types of broken bones back into place. Sometimes internal fixation devices (metal rods or pins located inside the bone) or external fixation devices (metal rods or pins located outside of the body) are used to hold the bone fragments in place while they heal.
Fractures can take months to heal as broken bones “knit” back together when new bone is formed between the broken parts.
Very happy with this one!!! The Deltarune hype got to me and so I finally did a light world Kris, I used a lot of different ideas on them too!!
Gave them a new and improved armature, used different materials (aka socks) and made them more accurate to how I draw them. I'll have to go back to the darkworld version and adjust it similarly.
Definitely the best puppet to animate this armature is so good it's not even funny...
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➜ summary: "Dream x reader where reader is apart of the Bad sanses but has a really fat crush on Dream, like a first last and only crush type thing. Sadly Nightmare wants Dream dead so reader has an order from Nightmare to kill Dream..."
➜ pairing: Dream x gn!Reader
➜ warnings: Injury, blood, death
➜ w/c: 3.0k
➜ a/n: IT'S FINALLY HERE!!! I took much more time with this than I was expecting but I'm proud of it. I got some wonderful pals of mine to proofread and critique for me so thank you very much ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
Chapter two should follow sometime within the next week or two hopefully, but with it being finals that may be a little difficult. I will do my best though (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)ゞ
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The wind claws through every seam in your coat, relentless with its attack. Your breath burns going in and streetlights blur together in your vision.
You need to keep moving. Right foot. Left foot. Don’t think about how far you still have to go.
Your boots slip on packed ice hidden beneath the snow. You catch yourself on the brick wall of an apartment building. You lean there for a moment, head bowed. Heaving breaths come out in puffs of white. Every part of your body is numb or on fire.
You listen for any far off engine or footsteps. The rush of blood in your ear is all you get in response.
You knew you shouldn’t have taken this job.
The pay was good. It always was in your line of work.
But you couldn’t get the money if you were dead.
Your eyes fall shut. This was a quick job. The route you had been given was simple. No security. No family. No one to find the body.
Your target was asleep.
Your feet were light on the carpeted floor. The room smelt faintly of cigarette smoke and old books.
The moonlight from the cracked window allowed a glimpse of your victim’s face. Messy grey hair, forehead wrinkles, and an unkempt beard. His breathing was slow. Calm. Oblivious.
On the nightstand lay a half filled glass of water and a pair of cracked reading glasses. Beside them, a clock with bright red numbers reading 12:26 am.
The cold knife lay heavy in your gloved hand. In and out before sunrise. Keep it quick. Keep it professional. Don’t ask questions. That was the deal.
You weren’t going to ask why an old man living in a rundown apartment needed someone like you sent after him.
And you weren’t going to hesitate.
You couldn’t hesitate.
And look where that got you now.
You use every ounce of strength you have to push yourself off the brick wall. Traces of blood drip from where your hand once was. It’s not your own. It never is.
Your face stings from snow being thrown at you by the harsh winds. At least you could feel your face, you couldn’t say much about the rest of your body.
The world staggers sideways. For one disorienting second all you see is falling streetlights and specks of snow. With a sickening crack your skull slams against ice.
Dazed, you stare at the sky. Snow falls softly on your face, melting when it makes contact.
Warmth puddles around your head. Your hand reaches for it.
Your blood this time.
You try to push yourself off the ground but it only sends pain shooting through the rest of your body. There has to be a way to get out of this, but even if there was, your brain was too jumbled to think of one.
You’ve fought enough, maybe this time you don’t have to.
Your eyes fall shut and you think, just for a moment, maybe death will be more peaceful than life.
Then you feel it.
You feel your sins crawling on your back.
The wind dies, the silence that follows is worse than any storm. Panic claws at your throat, choking the air from your lungs.
Your eyes snap open.
The snow covered sidewalk is no longer empty. Snow is swallowed by a dark unknown substance, it creeps close to your face, but it doesn't touch you. Your eyes follow it upwards.
You’ve seen monsters before, but this… this thing was wrong.
Black goop clings to its body, dripping lazily onto the ground, infecting it. Thick tendrils convulse behind it.
Then, its grin, the only thing you can confidently define. It curves unnaturally wide, taking up too much space.
Permanently etching itself into your brain.
A door slams.
You're upright. Light stuns you and it takes a moment for your eyes to adjust.
"heyyy sleeping beauty," a familiar voice taunts.
Dark walls slowly come into focus, highlighted by your half drawn curtains. The light bounces around the room, landing on nothing in particular. Not that there was much for it to land on, you had very little furniture and no clutter.
Your room is empty, just how you like it.
Well it was empty.
“Killer.” You mumble bitterly.
He stands beside your bed, senselessly twirling his knife around in his fingers.
“that’s my name~” He sings.
You were fighting an internal war to keep your eyes open.
Sleep was a luxury here.
“Leave.”
Killer leans forward, knife still lazily spinning between his fingers. He’d probably live in your skin if he could but you wouldn't say that out loud, you don’t want to give him any ideas.
"can’t, boss wants you up,” he says, dragging each word out in a mock pout. “he's got a new job for us."
Your jaw tightens.
“Move,” you mutter, swinging your legs to the side of the bed.
He rocks back on his heels, getting amusement from your irritation.
Begrudgingly you get to your feet. Killer doesn’t bother to move out of your way so you shove him.
"that's the spirit," Killer exclaims, wrapping his arm around your shoulder.
You are practically dragged down to the kitchen.
It’s immaculate like always. Every surface gleams in a way that causes you to squint. Dust is sat slouched over the marble kitchen island, a mug full of his black coffee in hand. Across from him, Horror is downing an entire plate of sausage like he hasn’t eaten in years, which you know isn’t true.
The kitchen drops in temperature.
At the far end of the island stands Nightmare.
His posture is straight, his hands folded neatly behind him. He appears far more domestic in this lighting but that doesn’t stop the prey-like instinct inside of you from flaring up.
"You've finally decided to join us," Nightmare hisses.
His gaze is heavy as you take your seat, you avert it choosing to look at the checkered floor instead.
Killer stretches in his chair next to you, yawning like he was the one just woken up.
“whatcha got for us today, boss?”
Cool air pricked your throat. It was almost too fresh. You purse your lips to control the swirls that come from your breath.
Stars litter the sky, like an artist had intentionally placed each and every one. Shades of emerald green bled into soft violet, the colors danced together so naturally they looked alive.
You’d be lying if you said you didn’t stop to take it in.
“woah this universe is really pretty,” Killer marvels.
You hate to agree.
Outertale. The idea of monsters in space intrigues you. It’s the same concept, monsters imprisoned by humans. You’ve seen it time and time again. Every universe you travel to has the same idea. Even yours was like that.
Though, yours wasn’t nearly as peaceful as the rest. You should be grateful to have gotten out of there. Places like that imprint on you. You adapt to survive.
But is it really that different from your current situation?
"shit." Horror curses.
You’re snapped back to the present. "What? What is it?"
"they're here."
Killer’s tone drops. "what do you mean they're here?"
He scans the area, his gazing locking on something.
"oh."
You follow your confidants stare.
By the Snowdin sign, three familiar skeletal figures, the same three skeletons you were told to avoid.
Ink had his brush tucked behind him, posture loose as he chats with a nearby monster. Blue is crouched only a few feet away keeping a group of monster children entertained, their giggles carry over to you.
Then there was Dream, he was deep in conversation with what must be this universe’s Sans. A genuine smile rests on his face. You stare at it longer than you should, something unfamiliar fluttering in your chest. You push it down.
They were off their guard, you could ambush them no problem.
"Stick to the plan?” You question.
“move faster,” Dust says coldly. “stick to snowdin.”
Killer’s grin returns in an instant.
“let’s not waste anymore time then!”
Before anyone can stop him, he’s gone.
You turn to stealth. Snowdin’s forest absorbs your footsteps completely as you weave through the trees.
"We really appreciate everything you have done for us," Dream says warmly. "If there's anything we can do in return–"
"nah, don't worry about it, “ Outer interrupts with a relaxed smile. “think of it like a thank you for everything you've already done."
Dream smiles.
"Well, I suppose we should be heading back."
Today has been going surprisingly smoothly.
"DREAM!"
The scream tears through the night.
Dream whips around, bow already in hand. Around him Snowdin erupts into chaos. The monsters that had just surrounded him ran off in a panic. Screams echo out from all directions.
Blue and Ink stand backs pressed. Ink wields his brush, Blue has a stance ready to pounce as Horror and Dust circle them. They stalk around like predators, taunting his friends.
Dream starts for them.
But something in his peripheral moves faster. A blur streaks through the snow towards Outer.
His body moves before he can register.
Sparks fly as Killer’s knife slams against Dream’s raised bow.
"heyyya dreamy,” Killer snickers, leaning into his knife with a grin stretching abnormally wide. “didja miss me?"
Dream shoves him backwards. Killer slides back through the snow.
"these are the monsters you mentioned?" Outer asks, stepping out from behind Dream with a lot of confidence for someone who was almost just killed.
"didn't know you talked about us so much,” Killer teases. “you really are obsessed!"
Outer, now side by side with Dream, wields one of his bone attacks.
"aw man, two on one?” Killer mocks betrayal. “that's not very fair at all.”
His grin sharpens.
“lets even these odds a little, yea?"
A twig snaps under your weight as you bolt out from behind some trees. Your knives are raised as you jump at the skeletons from behind. Your instinct takes over as your knives strike against blue magic. You’re thrown back, now shoulder to shoulder with Killer.
"i'll let you have dreamy this time," Killer pipes over his shoulder. "i wanna taste of this new guy."
The space beside you is empty and you know he’s gone.
There’s a loud earth trembling boom that you can only assume comes from a gaster blaster, signaling the start of Killer’s fight. You pay no attention to it.
You can't say the same about your opponent.
Perfect.
Snow explodes beneath your boots as you launch forward, knives reflecting the green glow from overhead. Dream barely reacts in time. His bow snaps upward just before your blade collides against it with enough force to shove him backwards. His golden boots dig into the snow.
The impact rings up your arms.
You don’t give him time to recover, pressing forward your movements are quick and relentless. Steel clashes against gold. Again and again. Sparks fly. Each swipe comes faster than the last.
He’s quick.
But you’re quicker.
The two of you tear through the forest as the fight escalates. For being on another planet, the trees have a striking resemblance to any other you’ve seen. The cold air burns your lungs just the same.
With the terrain change your strategy changes too.
You adapt quickly.
You start analyzing Dream.
His weapon of choice is a bow. A powerful weapon, but close combat puts him at a disadvantage.
You stay glued to him, never allowing more than a few feet in between you. One shot from his bow could end the fight instantly. You weren’t going to let him get that opportunity.
He’s good, but for a prestigious guardian, he is predictable. He’s fast on his feet. He’s dodged most attacks you've thrown his way. He doesn’t think, he moves on instinct.
Fighters like that are the dangerous ones.
But he never strikes first.
That’s his weakness.
You just need to find a way to exploit it.
“I don’t know what my brother has promised you,” Dream starts, voice strained as you force your knife harder against his bow, “but you don’t have to follow him.”
Dream twists to the side, slipping free from your pressure. You stumble a step before catching yourself in the snow.
This again.
You’ve heard the same speech from Blue more times than you can count. When do they realize it’s a lost cause?
Leaving Nightmare isn’t a possibility.
You spit. Responding would be a waste of energy.
You charge at Dream, but instead of shielding himself again he jumps back.
Your momentum flings you farther than you intended. You’re momentarily imbalanced.
When you look up…
He’s gone.
“It’s never too late to change.”
Dream’s voice echoes from the trees above you.
Shit.
This was exactly what you had been trying to prevent. You’re exposed.
You dash towards the nearest tree, snow kicking up from your boots. Your heart pounds in your chest.
“There’s a glimmer of a good person inside of you.”
The words echo through your head. More importantly, they’re closer. He’s closer.
The tree is just an inch from your fingertips.
A scream tears from your throat.
Pain pulsates through your arm as the arrow severs flesh and buries itself into the frozen ground beneath you. Violent waves of pain wrack your entire body as you fall with a loud thump.
Your fingers twitch uselessly against the snow. Your knife is only inches away.
Your brain screams at you.
Get up. Fight.
Above you the aurora’s lively. It’s dancing hasn’t ceased since your conflict began. The colors smear together in your unfocused vision until all you see is overwhelming green.
Snow crunches nearby.
It takes a few seconds for your eyes to finally adjust enough to make out the silhouette standing over you. The glow of the aurora surrounds the skeletal frame in an almost angelic way.
Then you feel it.
The sharp tip of an arrow resting against your throat.
This one won’t just take your arm.
You don’t have it in you to care. Your arm radiates an intense pain, and you feel every cut that litters your body all at once.
You suck in a breath of air.
You’re tired.
Slowly the tension falls from your face. Your ragged breath steadies just slightly.
For someone who was mere seconds away from ending your life, the guardian's aura is warm. The feeling settles around you, causing emotions you’d buried for years to well inside of you.
Your throat tightens. Tears prick at the corner of your eyes.
Then…
The pressure at your throat disappears.
The snow crunches beside you and you tense, sending an explosion of pain down your arm. You bite the inside of your cheek.
Your fingers try for your knife again but they refuse to move more than a tremble.
Dream’s phalanges hover carefully near the arrow pinning you. He’s concentrated, he looks more like he’s found an injured deer than the person who was just trying to kill him.
Your jaw clenches. If he was expecting to get some kind of a reaction from you he wasn't going to get one.
Without warning the cool arrow is ripped from your wound. All of your senses heighten at once, the once comforting green is blinding, the refreshing cold is biting at you, pain blazes through your entire body until you can’t think about anything else.
Weight falls on your exposed injury, causing you to jerk, you grab for the closest thing you can, desperate to put an end to your agony. Your hand finds fabric, your fingers tear into it.
“You’re going to be okay.” A soothing voice hums.
You pry your eyes open. The light is much more tame now. Dream comes into focus, leaned over beside you. His hand on your arm. It takes you a moment to realize you're gripping his cloak with an ungodly amount of strength. You release it.
“...Stop,” you protest, voice hoarse.
“I will not harm you any further,” Dream says softly.
He’s a fool. If he wanted to spare you he should have killed you when he got the chance.
“Mercy will get you killed.” You spat.
He doesn’t respond.
A golden glow spills from Dream’s phalanges, warmth spreads through your arms in steady waves. The pain dulls beneath it, replaced by a tingling sensation that makes your body feel light.
He’s healing you.
The silence that follows is deafening. Only minutes ago the two of you had been in combat.
Now he’s kneeled beside you.
“Why?”
The word feels foreign on your tongue and you regret them as soon as they pass through your lips. You shouldn’t be speaking with him like this. You shouldn’t be at your enemies mercy while he tends to your wounds. This shouldn’t be happening at all.
“Everyone deserves a second chance,” Dream declares softly, his voice sickeningly sweet.
You don’t get it. He knows just as well as you that this changes nothing. Nothing will come from this kindness, you will return to your groups and pretend like it didn’t happen.
It’s not like you had a choice, if Nightmare learned of this you’d be dead for certain.
And your loyalties lay with him.
Your chest aches in an unfamiliar way, not from pain, but from something you couldn’t distinguish.
In spite of your circumstances, you share this moment with Dream.
You wish it would last.
But you know better.
A branch snaps somewhere deeper in the forest.
“They’re coming,” you mutter.
Dreams finally looks at you, gold pupils large in their stare. His expression is unreadable, you continue.
“That means you leave.”
His face softens and you can tell he’s conflicted.
“dreamy~”
A close shout pulls him from his thoughts, he makes his decision. The warmth around your arm fades as he pulls his hands back. The pain returns, to your surprise it was insignificant to what else was possessing your chest.
With a final glance Dream is swallowed by the forest, leaving you half healed, drenched in a puddle of your own blood.
⟡ "just put your arm around me, it's not that hard." -- "it's harder than you think." [practices the "how we met" story, keeps laughing and messing up the details]
⟡ "you're a terrible actor." -- "then why does everyone believe us?"
⟡ "hold my hand, they're watching." -- "they've been gone for five minutes." -- "...i know."
⟡ "this was supposed to be fake." -- "tell that to my heart rate right now."
⟡ "say something sweet to me." -- "i can't believe i have to fake this part."
⟡ "we should establish ground rules." -- "rule one: don't fall for your fake boyfriend."
⟡ "people keep asking when the wedding is." -- "what did you tell them?" -- "i said we hadn't decided. was that wrong?"
⟡ "you kissed my cheek." -- "someone was watching." -- "no one was watching." -- "i know. i wanted to do it anyway."
⟡ "we don't actually have to sleep in the same bed." -- "there's only one bed and you know it." -- "i was giving you an out."
⟡ you're really committing to this fiancé thing." -- "gotta sell it." -- "you told my grandmother we're naming our first kid after her." -- "i panicked, okay."
⟡ "why do you keep looking at me like that when you think i'm not paying attention." -- "like what." -- "like it's not fake for you anymore."
⟡ "i can't believe i have to hold your hand for this entire wedding." -- "you could try to look like you're enjoying it." -- "who says i'm not."
⟡ "we're really doing the couple's photo thing." -- "smile like you love me." -- "i don't have to try very hard."
⟡ "you told them we've been together a year." -- "it needed to sound established." -- "we've known each other three weeks." -- "i know. don't remind me, i almost believe it too now."
⟡ "this arrangement has a start date and an end date." -- "i remember." -- "you don't sound like you remember." -- "i remember. i just don't want it to end."
⟡ "i wasn't supposed to catch feelings." -- "neither was i." -- "so what do we do." -- "i don't know. stop calling it fake, maybe."
⟡ "you introduced me as the love of your life." -- "did i?" -- "you did." -- "...i meant it, if that changes anything."
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