❛     alright everyone this is the last call. I’m moving from here, I built up new Yoongi’s home, new blog. Find it out in my IM/inbox &  follow me there. I will at some point soon delete this account.    ❜

❛     alright everyone this is the last call. I’m moving from here, I built up new Yoongi’s home, new blog. Find it out in my IM/inbox &  follow me there. I will at some point soon delete this account.    ❜

“Just never let go like this again, wait for me, talk to me… please.” he mumbles, holding him tighter. “Do you want to lie down with me? I’m pretty drained from all the emotions.”

“I’ll try… it’s hard to wait… I felt so alone.” Minkyun pulls away slightly to look up at him and nods. “Yeah, that’s okay… I’m pretty tired too. I didn’t sleep well at all lately…”

“I can imagine, that’s why I am so sorry... I was selfish.” he admitted. He nodded then at other words and slowly started to walk towards his bed, on the way losing all his clothing, until he slid into it and patted place beside him. “Come baby, I’m so tired..”

“I don’t want to leave you again.” he shakes his head and sighs, wrapping arms around them, leans head against other. “I’m glad you stayed.” he whispered, hugging him tightly.

“Please don’t leave again,” he whispers and lets the other hug him, even though he’s trembling slightly. “I-I was just afraid… that y-you didn’t like me anymore…” He hides his face against Yoongi’s shoulders, hugging the other back.

 Leans his head against other’s, smiling lightly, relaxing his body, closes his eyes. “I like you so much... just the pureness you have, softness... there is no one like you...”

“It’s important… but you decide to walk away, I hope you are taking all the responsibility because it’s just your decision, it’s on your shoulder and it’s your weight.” he said calmly, looking at him. “If you walk out, I won’t stop you, I won’t talk to you ever again… so think twice. Because I am standing here loving you and that never changed.”

“I know… and I wasn’t f-feeling well either…” Minkyun shook his head, but didn’t move away when Yoongi approached him again. It was hard to talk about It, but the other had the right to know. “I needed you… but y-you weren’t there… I didn’t know you checked on me… I t-thought… I thought you’d stopped caring.” He looked up at the other again. “I-I don’t want anyone anymore… I don’t d-deserve anything…”

“I’m sorry, if I knew, I would be here, just one word and I would be here.” he said quietly, moving hand against other’s neck, rubbing it gently with thumb. “I never wanted this to happen, so don’t leave me, let me try again Minkyun, please… Don’t you want to be mine? Just mine?” 

“I-I’m sorry… you know I’m not good at talking about h-how I feel…” Minkyun shivered at the touch but didn’t move. It felt rather nice and reminded him of how sweet Yoongi could be. “I d-don’t want to leave…” he whispers, holding onto the hem of his sleeves. “But I d-don’t deserve you…”

He smiled, seeing other is not going to leave. He slowly leans down and whispers before his lips. “No one else deserves me more than you do, kiss me, please...”

“It’s important… but you decide to walk away, I hope you are taking all the responsibility because it’s just your decision, it’s on your shoulder and it’s your weight.” he said calmly, looking at him. “If you walk out, I won’t stop you, I won’t talk to you ever again… so think twice. Because I am standing here loving you and that never changed.”

“I know… and I wasn’t f-feeling well either…” Minkyun shook his head, but didn’t move away when Yoongi approached him again. It was hard to talk about It, but the other had the right to know. “I needed you… but y-you weren’t there… I didn’t know you checked on me… I t-thought… I thought you’d stopped caring.” He looked up at the other again. “I-I don’t want anyone anymore… I don’t d-deserve anything…”

“I’m sorry, if I knew, I would be here, just one word and I would be here.” he said quietly, moving hand against other’s neck, rubbing it gently with thumb. “I never wanted this to happen, so don’t leave me, let me try again Minkyun, please... Don’t you want to be mine? Just mine?” 

“It’s important… but you decide to walk away, I hope you are taking all the responsibility because it’s just your decision, it’s on your shoulder and it’s your weight.” he said calmly, looking at him. “If you walk out, I won’t stop you, I won’t talk to you ever again… so think twice. Because I am standing here loving you and that never changed.”

He stopped, finally gathering his courage to look Yoongi in the eyes. “W-what do you mean…? You w-were away, h-hyung…” Minkyun said softly and frowned, looking at the floor again. “I thought y-you’d forgotten me… I… I love you but…” He shakes his head. “You’ll get tired of me…”

“Don’t you know I wasn’t feeling well? I had to leave for some time, why you didn’t tell me how you feel?” he moved closer to other. “I would never forget you, it’s the opposite, you were the one I was remembering, checking on and wanting to come back to... your message, it broke me all over again.” he sighed. “I loved to see you lingering for me on your blog, it gave me the strength to come back until it all stopped. I know you need someone better...  you deserve better.”