always (2017)

Produced by RM Arranged by Pdogg

One day, I opened my eyes And I wished I was dead I hoped someone would kill me Amid this noisy silence I live to understand the world But why has the world never understood me No, it was just half of it It was clearly going to hurt me I miss me miss me baby I miss me miss me baby I wish me I wish me baby wish I could choose me

Why am I this desperate But still, it wouldn’t come true Always Always Always Always Always (I lost my all ways) Always (I lost my all ways) Always (I lost my all ways) Always (I lost my all ways)

If I meet God, I would tell him That life is the coffee I never ordered I would grab his collar and say Death is the Americano that couldn’t be refilled Are you sure that you are living If that’s so, how can you prove it My breath comes out when I inhale and blow And the steam mists up the window You are dead You are dad, but you are dead Dead dad you don’t listen to me Dad please listen to me

Why am I this desperate But still, it wouldn’t come true Always Always Always Always Always (I lost my all ways) Always (I lost my all ways) Always (I lost my all ways) Always (I lost my all ways)

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This is a song that I briefly recorded at the beginning of last year. I didn’t want the emotions I had when I was tired to slide by, so I recorded it But fortunately I feel much better now! Even though those emotions have gone, it’s still a waste to just throw this song away so I uploaded it. I was going to modify and arrange it a little bit But to leave the emotions as how they were that time, I didn’t. Because when you’re sad, sad songs are the best consolation to you.

Happy 2017 ! !

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