Blue Indigo Violet

BALLAD OF A BIG GIRL!!!!

I have such a love hate relationship with being fat. Not in the way of “I hate my body” one day and “I love my body” the next. Because I love my body every day, my body serves me well and helps me do so many powerful things like create art, play music, communicate and taste the beautiful flavors of the world.

I hate the rallying that my body creates, the anger it induces in people. It almost seems as if my size itself makes people hate me for a reason I’m not really sure of.

All I really want in life is to be able to go to the store and find clothes that.. FIT ME!!

I might hear people say “well there’s a plus size section for a reason.”

You. Don’t. Get. It.

I don’t want the hideous cold shoulder smock with a floral pattern and lettuce hem. I want a cute crop top and normal pants. Clothes that are plus size are designed for the wrong people in mind, they’re designed for people who are ashamed of themselves/their body and want to hide their shape. I love every inch of my being and I want to be able to show it off just like every other skinny girl can!

(This is not to say that anyone who wants to dress modestly is wrong for it, all I’m saying is that’s not what EVERYONE wants.)

When I go on vacation I want to be able to look hot and skimpy wearing the same clothes that the skinny girls are wearing, just in my size. I don’t care if my belly hangs out, I don’t care if my legs jiggle when I walk, I don’t care if the whole world can see my stretch marks. I am beautiful and I deserve to feel it too.

Fat people aren’t ugly because of their size, they wear ugly clothes because you don’t make cute clothes in their size.

I need help making a gundam themed Valentine’s Day card for my good friend (and also lowkey rival) but I know literally nothing about gundam at ALL.

Lmk if you have any cute ideas for the words/card design!!

His favorite characters are Gaelio/Vidar (iron blooded orphans), Tieria (Gundam 00), and Kai (Gundam 0079)

So I’m taking a mental health course and for the first 15 minutes of class we do a guided meditation and I swear to GOD it sounds just like that polar bear that says “hey there gentle friend” like the exact same voice

I cannot focus in class or get into any sort of meditative state because I’m imagining a rotund polar bear bouncing after every sentence

comment is talking directly TO the poster

reblog (and adding text) is adding on to the original post—like slapping a sticky note on. it’s only visibly to people who reblog from you (or reblogged a reblog of you and so on and so forth)

tagging reblogs (stuff like #myart #tiktok refugee) can also just be tangents or rants (#what am i doing #i’m giving you a tutorial #hell yeah) and is just meant for yourself and/or the people that reblog from you

^o^

don’t be afraid to ask people either, lots of people here are generally pretty nice :]

Yes… just highly confused about tumblr “culture”!!!