tenderheart

hobbies include telling people it gets worse when they're reading the poppy war trilogy

brain so rinezha wired whenever I see red and blue next to each other my stomach does the thing

btw the only times rin and nezha kissed were when he blew air into her throat underwater to save her life, and when she blew fire into his to try to burn him to death underwater

when im in a haunting the narrative competition and my opponent is altan trengsin

btw you will miss this in 5 or 10 years. memory will smooth these circumstances down like a river stone, and you will find yourself longing for a shade of light or a moment of this particular innocence. you don't know about what happens next, and one day that will be the most alluring thing of all. don't leave it all for nostalgia. have a nice night now, whatever night it happens to be.

actually not sleeping barely eating doing drugs all day long and jacking off feels soo goood without a psychiatrist in ur ear telling you that ur bipolar

i dont feel so good

I love books where everything is horrible and nothing gets better and everyone is horny

okay now what was the reason?? WHAT WAS THE GODDAMN REASON

i’m just in a constant state of waiting and that doesn’t sound so bad but the reality of it is so incredibly frustrating and sad and boring and no matter what i do i can’t seem to break out of it

Okay but every time you deal with something hard on your own, even though you feel that initial pull of sadness that you can’t go to someone who used to be a source of comfort for you to share the burden, you are actually building internal strength and fortitude. So consider THAT this morning