Kiyomisbsss

Zen x Reader

SFW for the #Mystictober event

Day 1 Favorite character and Ring

Masterlist | Get tagged

Flitting through the crowds of people backstage heading towards Zen’s dressing room. The show had ended almost twenty minutes prior but you have been waiting for your boyfriend to finish up his curtain call. Giving him a little time to start cleaning up before you swoop in on him. Smiling and waving at familiar faces. Ducking past the director who you know was going to try to pin you down to get more information about Zen’s schedule. Escaping for the moment you pause before knocking on your boyfriend's door.

Something feels off. A cold shiver running through your form and it’s not from the brisk fall air outside. Slowly sliding the door open the sight that greets you causes your heart to drop into your toes. Zen has his entire dressing room strew everywhere. In the middle of the tornado he sits on his bench in front of his vanity turning at the sounds of you entering. Devastation painted across his beautifully expressive face. “Baby what’s wrong?” Stepping inside, closing away the rest of the world so that it's only the two of you. Practically sprinting to the side of the upset man as he reaches out collapsing against you burying his face in your chest.

It takes you a moment of soothing, running your finger through his tousled, stage worn hair to realize Zen is softly murmuring against you. Weakly begging, pleading with you not to hate him. “Darling, please tell me what’s wrong. I promise I’ll listen to every word and stay as calm as possible. We will talk this through together.” Zen is still holding you, but turning his head you finally are able to identify the guilt rich on his face. After performing your boyfriend was always higher strung and bleeding his emotions. Tonight was even more intense than usual.

“I lost it.” Has your vivacious actor ever sounded so muted and fearful? Something inside you broke in response to his pain but you couldn’t allow it since at this instance he needed you to be strong more than anything else.

“Tell me what happened to the love of my life.” Watching his eyes drift close from your soft voice and gentle touches. You would do anything to fix whatever was going on. Without needing to say a word you knew he was aware of that.

“I lost my ring.” Ashamed, lifting his naked left hand. “I had it in my pocket before entering the theater. I thought I left it on my table here but it’s gone. It was the symbol of our promise to each other and I just lost it. I’m terrible.” The grief in his statement set you a bit of a tailspin. Struggling to pull away from Zen. To kneel down in front of him in your dress. Gazing up at his forlorn face with tender assurance.

“Baby, I love you. I love you more than any other person or thing in this entire world.” Reaching out you sweetly stroke the side of his face with your fingers. “You must have been really nervous about your opening night darling. You gave me your ring in the car earlier. I have it in my purse. Your promise was never lost, my handsome, wonderful Eros. I kept it safe for you while you wooed the world.” Grabbing your purse, digging into it swiftly. Quickly finding Zen’s large silver ring where you’d tucked it away safely in a hidden pocket in the liner. “See love.” Beaming up at the anxious man praying you can chase away the haunted look in his beautiful ruby eyes.

“Oh, my angel. Oh, you saved me.” Crashing forward his lips collide with yours. The relief palpable in his action of capturing your mouth and claiming your tongue as his. Pulling you up and against him you find yourself sliding into Zen’s lap laughing as breaking away he instead plants wet kisses down your neck and across your chest. “Put it on me please.” Holding out his left hand, cradling you as Zen comes down from the wave of stress he’d been riding.

“You can’t wear it in the theater darling.” It physically pains you to deny him when he’s been so upset, but Zen always depended on you to be the sensible one about his career when he refused to be.

“Just for now, please while we sit here. Just so I can feel it there and my connection to you.” Beseeching you so earnestly, so delicately you can’t refuse. Sliding the heavy weight onto his offered digit, you feel a flood of warmth at the sigh of joy it brings to Zen. Gripping your left hand he brings your ring to his lips. Pressing the cool metal there and just holding you. Giving him the time he requires to unwind and feel like himself again. “I was so afraid you’d be furious with me. Like you’d think my pledge to you was frivolous. That was dumb. You know me better than that.”

“Zen, darling, I don’t need rings to know how much you love me. All I need to do is look into your eyes and I see every single detail of how you feel.”

Tag List: @goddess-shattering-star @zennysgirlfriend @gureishi @agent-bee @rubylookingaround @geniously-hacked-bebop @my-love-is-eternal @welookateachotherandlaugh @dis-gorl-does-stuff @blossom-daze @wonderwretch

I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again, no one can portray Zens character as beautifully and detailed as you can. You’ve captured absolutely everything! His anxiousness of losing the ring, thinking you’ll question his love when there is absolutely no way one cannot NOT love him and the fact that he knows the reader won’t be mad at him but he’s still scared. And the chemistry between the character and him is everything I live for! I was smiling like an idiot while also shedding a tear.

Since someone feels the need to judge me let me share why I made my post.

I am the care taker for my grandmother who has dementia. I don’t like to talk about it here because my time here and my time talking about Zen is my escape and my downtime from what I am handling in my actual life.

Thursday night was a big struggle. My grandma had a lot of behavioral issues and confusion. I got less then two hours sleep and yes when I woke up Friday morning I was exhausted, anxious and just wanted to give myself room in case I didn’t feel like interacting.

I did say in my post I would still be posting and checking in. But I talk to a lot of people on here often through DMs and asks and I don’t want anyone to worry about me if I disappear.

Thankfully after she got some sleep my grandma calmed down and Friday went more smoothly. So by Friday evening yes I wanted to get online and decompress by doing the things I enjoy.

I’m sorry this somehow offended you. If you actually want to talk about please come off anon and message me and we can have a genuine conversation because judging other people when you have no idea what they are going through or what their story is. I’m sorry but it’s poor form.

Thank you.😀🔪

Yours sincerely

irl vs online persona !

link to picrew here !

irl vs online persona !

irl vs online persona . . . !

YES I AM AWKWARD BUT I PROMISE IM FRIENDLY IRL 😨

irl vs online persona !!

yea uh i’m a lot nicer here than i am irl LOL oops

i’m too lazy to tag i just thought this was cute 🥺

(I'm just shy/quiet and perpetually overworked irl so I don't exude much joy 😛 A lot more open and talkative here lol)

I am depressed and overworked in irl not even a bit cheerful and sometimes I seem intimidating (istg I'm nice just not good at talking sometimes;; since I'm shy and nervous and have social anxiety). On the other hand here it's pretty funny that I'm more assertive maybe because of the glass barrier of the electronic devices.

Tagging: @mammonprotectionsquad @yukihaie @agent-bee

Please do it if you want to guys no pressure (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。

I think the biggest difference is that I'm a bit less shy/anxious? Otherwise I'm pretty much the same, I guess xD

I mean I try to just be me no matter where I am. Here on Tumblr I can be a tiny bit more shy (not my writing group though. *cough* Bless them.) ...and yes, sometimes I'm a bunny.

Im a bit anti-social and tend to keep to myself irl tho I do like interacting with people online. I am quite shy irl as well as online until you get to know me…lol

Found this pic crew on another Tumblr post but thought I’d restart the chain. Also, this is me, but do y’all’s how ever u want.

I look like a vampire🤣

@ing all my mutuals/besties to see there answers

no complaints 👀💍

I mean.... I would have a very happy marriage💍 ☺️

PRAISE JESUS HAPPY WEDDING GRIMMJOW <3

Humgy man...

Ty for the tag

Touch that tail. Touch that fluffy tail.

Oh Sol looks like you and I are getting married

Well, I don't mind :3 Although Ruri-chan's body pillow might need to sleep outside the room every 2 days if you don't mind...

Okay but... 💍 I'd marry Artem instantly!

Thankfully for me the only character I save pictures of to my camera roll is the only one I want to marry 💍💍

I uhhh I’m not really sure how Shuu ended up being the last character I saved but uhmmm I guess I marry a vampire now…Yay? Lol

@official-rfa wanted an Unknown lap makeout sesh and I need like....zero prompting for this, so.

Mine is:

Get the images here! ｡ﾟ★: *.☪ .* :☆ﾟ

Ill tag @kazuyaasai-serenaspencerli @galaxystarrr @quirky-and-kind @gureishi and @vandysgf (only if you want)

This sounds oddly appropriate for me 😂

Tagging @mammonprotectionsquad @goddess-shattering-star @geniously-hacked-bebop @cafedanslanuit @casual-flower @agent-bee @luxielle @gureishi @askingthe-rfa @my-love-is-eternal

Mine is quite similar to both Layla’s and Lea’s 😹

Ok but like. I’m Howl, right? Am I Howl?!?!?!?

Zen, Yoosung, Saeyoung, Saeran , Jaehee, Jumin and Jihyun along with CMCs: Lea, Eunji, Byeol, Lumen and Heidi.

SFW | Suggestive Content and Swearing

September 14th is Photo Day: While taking photos with one another (whether via photo booth or professional studio) is a regular occurrence, September 14’s Photo Day gives couples an official reason to do so. (Source)

Masterlist | Get Tagged

Flipping my pony tail over one shoulder then the other. Posing, kneeling on the couch utilizing a table side lamp along with what natural light I could grab from the only window across the room. Phone held above my head enjoying the dynamic angles I could achieve from this mildly awkward body positioning. Snapping off a burst of pictures. Flopping back to sit I hear a giggle break the silence. “That looked really serious.” Standing in our bedroom doorway Lea is grinning having just watched my entire performance.

“My torso looks amazing.” Eyes flicking up to her gesturing with my head to cross and join me. To my surprise Lea falls down into my lap. Planting a quick kiss on my chin before turning her attention to my actions on my cell. The small weight of her form melds into mine and I relax back. Arms wrapping around her as I continue working.