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they hate me for my girlish whimsy and for my pathological degree of avoidant behavior

the thing about it not being that deep is that it literally always is

"is it that serious" everything is very serious to me. don’t even joke lad

one of my core life philosophies is the seasonal side quest. last winter? chess club. last summer? local radio producer. this fall? film festival bts. the reason why is that you meet people in person (shyness-approved exposure therapy), you find yourself in unfamiliar fields (good for the learning ego) and you come out of it with such a beautiful and inexplicable deck of cards up your sleeve (work in progress lore)! strongly recommend and the more unlike you the better. who knows maybe you come out of it with a lover, a career, or even just stories about a chapter in this adventure called life.

never kill yourself. discovering music is literally endless. you know songs? they're always making new ones

[one single bloodcurdling agonized scream] ok time to lock in