lives without a body and speaks without a tongue

just had a several hours long voice dialogue with a guy on a discord server that i didn't previously know which started something like "i believe overwatch should give ramattra a catboy maid skin" and then two hours after it turned into "... and the old testament has two terms to signify afterlife which are sheol where the souls rest for eternity under the gods cloth and gehenna where the souls receive divine punishment for specific crimes and both of these terms in greek translation for better understanding were adapted as hades" and then another hour in it was "...by the way what is your name"

goddd i love characters that are treacherous slimy word-weaving vile serpents. when there is a guy (a woman can be a guy btw) that is kind of circling around the mc like a vulture and nudging and searching for vulnerabilities and seeping through cracks i am like The Sickos yes ha ha ha yes!!!! this is kind of like a foreplay in a way if you think about it and finally killing them is the release. Wait what was i talking about

low-key voices of nerat from the not-so-hit game tyranny is the most genius and also the most sexy videogame character of all time but nobody knows this because nobody fucking played it

sometimes i feel like my somatic symptom disorder diagnosis is bullshit and essentially a "we don't know what's wrong with you and also we don't really care" from the doctors because like. while it is true that when i miss my psych meds i feel way worse. it's also that even on them i still feel really really bad. and it isn't a problem of a specific medication either, because i tried, essentially, all that there is to try for chronic pain or anxiety. how can it be purely psychogenic if psychiatric meds don't help either? at this point i'd rather believe it's some kind of ancestral curse

or maybe i dont want to believe it is actually psychogenic because i first started having the symptoms shortly after the full scale invasion started so then it means i will just be in pain forever until the war ends. which may be for the rest of my life if we are being honest for a second. and it is also not guaranteed that even if the pain is because of war that it will actually end after the war ends. trauma, famously, doesn't stop the second the cause is ended. god

i think being able to identify and deconstruct an irrational feeling should make it go away. i literally solved your riddle puzzle master can u let me OUT the damn TORTURE LABYRINTH

don’t talk to me until i’ve had my repression